Okay, my flight's in 4 hours.
FIRST TIME taking budget flight!!!
Anyway, shall post another video. It's a soundtrack from Boy Culture.
Joey from Boy Culture, is so cute. (what an overused phrase, but what to do...)
He also reminds me of somebody in real life.
Okk, looking forward to my HAIR CUT when I get back!
Yeessaaazzz!
Sunday, December 28, 2008
To Live, To Learn, To Love In The Major Key
My finances are running dry... ):
Okay so year 2009 is creeping up, and no I will not be in Singapore to say HAPPY NEW YEAR to all you folks. I will be in Bangkok.
So to sum it up, year 2008 has been a year full of adjustments in almost every aspect of my life.
Suddenly, I don't feel like typing much.
I shall just end the year with happy memories, and TRASH THOSE BADASS ONES AWAY!
Yup yup and leave you people here a music video, which I cannot stop listening to lately.
Happy Early New Year All! <3
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Tonight Sucked, Big Time
Fucking retards, really don't understand why these people do such things...
What fucking minds do they have, terrorising girls in clubs. FUCK YOU BITCHES!
I hate it when these guys act the way they do, thinking they're oh so cool.
Like _l_, IN YOUR FACE!
I can't help it, but get disturbed, REALLY DISTURBED.
Yah yah I know I'm sheltered, that such things ALWAYS happens in real life, but honestly, girls aren't crap for these bastards to trample over. FUCK YOU ONCE MORE ASSHOLES!
I'm so bummed out by these bastards right now, better sleep it over soon.
Totally ruined my mood.
On the whole, tonight my virgin Lo-Fi experience, was fucked up.
I think Home Club should stop giving free flow, they attract the worst behaved crowds ever.
These people should be hanged, for playing with little girls' mind, traumatising them.
I curse them to GO&DIE THEN ROT IN HELL, MOTHERFUCKERS!!!
Argghhh!!!
Music was so-so tonight for me. No mood to SHAKE MY BOOTY (hah! as if I ever do, I mean the shake the booty part)
It was nice talking to people who weren't shaking their booties too.
And as usual, watching my brother's friends interacting. I think my brother has the most adorable friends ever.
At least Friday night was awesome.
I had a total blast, because Wei Lin & Natasha were there! (Hard luck getting another opportunity like that) not that I did not enjoyed Chow's & Xinyi's company too!
Enjoyed myself alot! :D :D :D
What fucking minds do they have, terrorising girls in clubs. FUCK YOU BITCHES!
I hate it when these guys act the way they do, thinking they're oh so cool.
Like _l_, IN YOUR FACE!
I can't help it, but get disturbed, REALLY DISTURBED.
Yah yah I know I'm sheltered, that such things ALWAYS happens in real life, but honestly, girls aren't crap for these bastards to trample over. FUCK YOU ONCE MORE ASSHOLES!
I'm so bummed out by these bastards right now, better sleep it over soon.
Totally ruined my mood.
On the whole, tonight my virgin Lo-Fi experience, was fucked up.
I think Home Club should stop giving free flow, they attract the worst behaved crowds ever.
These people should be hanged, for playing with little girls' mind, traumatising them.
I curse them to GO&DIE THEN ROT IN HELL, MOTHERFUCKERS!!!
Argghhh!!!
Music was so-so tonight for me. No mood to SHAKE MY BOOTY (hah! as if I ever do, I mean the shake the booty part)
It was nice talking to people who weren't shaking their booties too.
And as usual, watching my brother's friends interacting. I think my brother has the most adorable friends ever.
At least Friday night was awesome.
I had a total blast, because Wei Lin & Natasha were there! (Hard luck getting another opportunity like that) not that I did not enjoyed Chow's & Xinyi's company too!
Enjoyed myself alot! :D :D :D
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Do You Damage
Finally recalled,
the movie was American History X.
And I watched Mamma Mia! a little till Megavideo became a bitch with its bandwith shizzz.
So more to add to the list!
1) Completed Run, Fat Boy, Run - yeay to heartwarming family happy stories
2) Boy Culture - SO MANY HOT GAYS SWARMING MY SCREEN! But I it was an enjoyable show, decent.
So it is 7.10am, and I shall head to bed in no time.
Whizzz
the movie was American History X.
And I watched Mamma Mia! a little till Megavideo became a bitch with its bandwith shizzz.
So more to add to the list!
1) Completed Run, Fat Boy, Run - yeay to heartwarming family happy stories
2) Boy Culture - SO MANY HOT GAYS SWARMING MY SCREEN! But I it was an enjoyable show, decent.
So it is 7.10am, and I shall head to bed in no time.
Whizzz
Movies, Films, Movies, Films, Movieees...
I watched so many movies in such a short span of time. I actually sacrificed sleep for them!
Haha nah, I just got carried away and the light of dawn started breaking halfway into my 2nd movie.
So what I caught:
1. Left For Dead (what the fuck, I thought it had something to do with the computer game L4D!!!)
2. Babel (unexpectedly disappointing)
3. Lie With Me ( it's full of sex scenes, but the movie is so much more than that, and each time Lover's Spit plays during the movie, my heart wrenches with bittersweet sorrow...but I watched the English-dubbed version, which was fucking horribly not in sync with the dialogue, but can't find the subtitled one for so long!)
4. Run, Fat Boy, Run (still in the midst of watching!)
5. The first movie I watched, can't remember what it is. :/
So anyhow, a Merry Merry Christmas to all!
My Christmas eve was a draaaggg, watching people making themselves little whores/manwhores for the night, just bumming around really. And of course, wearing my Santa hat throughout the night, so I can indulge in Christmas in my small little frame of the world.
Christmas day itself was playing Lan (L4D & TF2) in a horrible connection lan games place.
Sucked. But L4D was fun. And eating Petai @ Simpang Bedok, with pathetic countable pieces of petai hidden like goddamn treasures in a pile of Ikan Bilis.
What a waste of $$$!
Probably going Beat! tomorrow.
Only thing to look forward to, for the end of the week.
And I still have tonnes of unfulfilled tasks to do.
Ohwell.
Haha nah, I just got carried away and the light of dawn started breaking halfway into my 2nd movie.
So what I caught:
1. Left For Dead (what the fuck, I thought it had something to do with the computer game L4D!!!)
2. Babel (unexpectedly disappointing)
3. Lie With Me ( it's full of sex scenes, but the movie is so much more than that, and each time Lover's Spit plays during the movie, my heart wrenches with bittersweet sorrow...but I watched the English-dubbed version, which was fucking horribly not in sync with the dialogue, but can't find the subtitled one for so long!)
4. Run, Fat Boy, Run (still in the midst of watching!)
5. The first movie I watched, can't remember what it is. :/
So anyhow, a Merry Merry Christmas to all!
My Christmas eve was a draaaggg, watching people making themselves little whores/manwhores for the night, just bumming around really. And of course, wearing my Santa hat throughout the night, so I can indulge in Christmas in my small little frame of the world.
Christmas day itself was playing Lan (L4D & TF2) in a horrible connection lan games place.
Sucked. But L4D was fun. And eating Petai @ Simpang Bedok, with pathetic countable pieces of petai hidden like goddamn treasures in a pile of Ikan Bilis.
What a waste of $$$!
Probably going Beat! tomorrow.
Only thing to look forward to, for the end of the week.
And I still have tonnes of unfulfilled tasks to do.
Ohwell.
Monday, December 22, 2008
Because Because
Wednesday was Ladies night with Amirah & Saffy & Saffy's cousin
Thursday was HongKong Cafe with Amirah because I had to return Saffy's belongings, I will eat the Mango dessert soon!
Friday was me being Daddy's girl, watching Ip Man (I dig HK actors so damn much) with Dad & Brother, then impromptu Beat! with Chow.
Rum&Coke was a dizzy combination for just the both of us. Met familiar faces, spewed the deadliest, most evil passing judgments we ever did for a very long time (at least it applies to me)
I had much fun, even though it was just the lonely duo of us. Haha.
Chitty chat till dawn breaks, like literally. Haha amazing, haven't done that in a long long time.
Saturday was...Switch! with Nigel, Xinyi & Tzen. Didn't quite enjoy the Guest DJ's spins unfortunately. Had BK Eating House Specialty Mee Sua, I want to eat again! Always getting hit by hunger pangs almost every minute of the day.
All these brings me to Sunday, played Left For Dead in a Lan Shop! (It has really been a while), quite exciting, zombie game hahaha!
Monday=stay home day.
So in a nutshell, these are what I have done the past few days.
Ooh, Wei Lin's back! :D
Hahaha & my brother's going out with a dumb airhead now (I just had to do it, although this puts me in a light of being a mean bitch, eew I dislike her that much, even though I barely know her)
Awesome !
Oh I ate like more than 30 mushrooms in a span of 2 days! 18 big portobello mushrooms :D
Thursday was HongKong Cafe with Amirah because I had to return Saffy's belongings, I will eat the Mango dessert soon!
Friday was me being Daddy's girl, watching Ip Man (I dig HK actors so damn much) with Dad & Brother, then impromptu Beat! with Chow.
Rum&Coke was a dizzy combination for just the both of us. Met familiar faces, spewed the deadliest, most evil passing judgments we ever did for a very long time (at least it applies to me)
I had much fun, even though it was just the lonely duo of us. Haha.
Chitty chat till dawn breaks, like literally. Haha amazing, haven't done that in a long long time.
Saturday was...Switch! with Nigel, Xinyi & Tzen. Didn't quite enjoy the Guest DJ's spins unfortunately. Had BK Eating House Specialty Mee Sua, I want to eat again! Always getting hit by hunger pangs almost every minute of the day.
All these brings me to Sunday, played Left For Dead in a Lan Shop! (It has really been a while), quite exciting, zombie game hahaha!
Monday=stay home day.
So in a nutshell, these are what I have done the past few days.
Ooh, Wei Lin's back! :D
Hahaha & my brother's going out with a dumb airhead now (I just had to do it, although this puts me in a light of being a mean bitch, eew I dislike her that much, even though I barely know her)
Awesome !
Oh I ate like more than 30 mushrooms in a span of 2 days! 18 big portobello mushrooms :D
Monday, December 15, 2008
You Cut Me Open & I
So holidays, more or less halfway GONE!
):
Today, I had the worst-tasting fishballs I have ever ate in my entire life.
Argh.
So I've met up with Natasha & Chowchow.
Watched a documentary film at the Arts House (New Realist Cinema) about AIDS in China.
Depressing, everything they speak is about death. And their kids are so so beautiful.
Looking forward to tomorrow & Wednesday!
:D :D :D
Thursday, December 4, 2008
So bored...
Today, had Performing Arts subcomm meeting in town.
Caught The Beast Stalker with my parents! (:
And I want to show the world my current favourite sweater!
Hahaha! This is what I wore today, I think the lookbook frenzy has gotten to me.
Anyhow, I feel broke because I know there are alot of things that I am going to spend on!!!
$#@&^#*
Tired ):
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Wow
I have never come across such a 12-year-old grown up.
http://tavi-thenewgirlintown.blogspot.com
Anyway, I just bought a white canvas loafers online!
I hope the seller sells to me. (:
http://tavi-thenewgirlintown.blogspot.com
Anyway, I just bought a white canvas loafers online!
I hope the seller sells to me. (:
Thursday, November 20, 2008
It's Not Over Yet
But I am already feeling the excitement!
Of holidays!
Ooh Christmas is coming as well.
My mind is simply bursting with SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO, and SO MANY THINGS I NEED TO DO
I want to:
1) Watch Isabella (old movie)
2) Watch Wild Child
3) Watch Angus, Thongs & Snogging
4) Catch up with people I have not met since...
ie. Natasha, Qianya, Alicia, Hilary&friends (I think Chowchow is very cute!), Sophia&Justin who are flying off to Melbourne soon! Jiang Jael, oh no terrible...
5) Shopping (alot of things on my mind now NOWNOW)
Okay I decided to organise my thoughts with pen&paper so I shall not type it here, at least not now.
OMGAAHH haha im like bidding, on ebay!
Noob but the dresses are really pretty. I hope the people not outbid me at the very last minute.
100 plus for 2 dresses, I must be crazy right.
Ohwell.
& I don't think I am going to watch Stars. It sucks when everyone else around me is going.
I can't share the joy, the happiness!
Nvrmind save save save for the holidays! Before I get stuck in NTU for another entire semester.
& save for Mosaic, although I have not decided which acts I want to attend.
Hmm...
Well ohwell.
Of holidays!
Ooh Christmas is coming as well.
My mind is simply bursting with SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO, and SO MANY THINGS I NEED TO DO
I want to:
1) Watch Isabella (old movie)
2) Watch Wild Child
3) Watch Angus, Thongs & Snogging
4) Catch up with people I have not met since...
ie. Natasha, Qianya, Alicia, Hilary&friends (I think Chowchow is very cute!), Sophia&Justin who are flying off to Melbourne soon! Jiang Jael, oh no terrible...
5) Shopping (alot of things on my mind now NOWNOW)
Okay I decided to organise my thoughts with pen&paper so I shall not type it here, at least not now.
OMGAAHH haha im like bidding, on ebay!
Noob but the dresses are really pretty. I hope the people not outbid me at the very last minute.
100 plus for 2 dresses, I must be crazy right.
Ohwell.
& I don't think I am going to watch Stars. It sucks when everyone else around me is going.
I can't share the joy, the happiness!
Nvrmind save save save for the holidays! Before I get stuck in NTU for another entire semester.
& save for Mosaic, although I have not decided which acts I want to attend.
Hmm...
Well ohwell.
Friday, November 14, 2008
EXCITED!!!
OMGGGG
excited!
PA for some MTV thing?!
OMG hahahaha I am really excited.
Yah I'm forever stuck in PA level.
But I feel there is still so much more for me to learn being a PA.
To become a SUPER PA before proceeding to the higher ranks in EBM.
AHHHHHHH
$#!%!$&^%* excited!!!
30th Nov, 5th-8th Dec!
EXCITEEEEEDDDDD!!!
PA! this time for MTV!!!
should be slightly different from PA for TV dramas.
Excitement.
Okay, shut up.
excited!
PA for some MTV thing?!
OMG hahahaha I am really excited.
Yah I'm forever stuck in PA level.
But I feel there is still so much more for me to learn being a PA.
To become a SUPER PA before proceeding to the higher ranks in EBM.
AHHHHHHH
$#!%!$&^%* excited!!!
30th Nov, 5th-8th Dec!
EXCITEEEEEDDDDD!!!
PA! this time for MTV!!!
should be slightly different from PA for TV dramas.
Excitement.
Okay, shut up.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Haha
In the end, I caught a few episodes of The L Word.
My my i'ts been a long time.
And it's 420am now, I need to wake up at 845 for breakfast!
And Jenny Scheter is such a bitch, really.
Hated her since she started the entire season 1.
Bitch, goblok!
My my i'ts been a long time.
And it's 420am now, I need to wake up at 845 for breakfast!
And Jenny Scheter is such a bitch, really.
Hated her since she started the entire season 1.
Bitch, goblok!
One Down
Hi all,
I want to say I am very disappointed in myself today because I took my own damn bloody sweet time doing the KNNCCB econs paper (Which did not appear that hard to me at all) and so I ended up with fucking loads of blanks which probably going to cost me one grade down maybe two maybe three?!?!
And because this is the paper I have been studying so much for (relative & subjective, mind you.) OMG I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY!!! I just hope that my efforts will be paid off. And no, I am not feeling good right now because of the paper. Because I know I can do so much better if I had FILL IN ALL MY BLANKS!!! I feel like squeezing my brains into juices and eat them. Hahahaha yes, that's right, I am going insane!!! You hear me?! Insane?!!!
Okay, so it's over. Don't cry over spilt milk, right? So I have cried my share (not literally) and there. I'm over this phase. Taking this paper makes me feel like...
Q. I want to be a singer/in a band/rockstar/music goddess whatever you call it, why?
Ans: Because I want to not face any more exams, and just make music (I need to nurture my musical genius me first), and the best of all, make music videos! Make them the way Hot Chip makes it, make them the way Chemical brothers make it, make the craziest videos ever that ever appeared in this planet earth. Why, I think I don't even mind being a backstage dancer for them or any part of the video for that matter. Eradicate exams! (okay this is hyperbole shit, I do not really hate exams, I just need to let it out, LET IT OUT!) No wait, I shall leave the exams to exist in our world, and so those book people can look at me ROCKSTAR my life away!
And once again, I make no sense. I just had to type. I just had to do it.
And I discovered SOMEBODY! GayGod! on Youtube. What I can say is, he is so fucking damn cute and damn hot, never mind that he is gay. NEVER MIND. He is sooooooooooooo hoooooottttt! and I think I just allowed my groupie crush surface (after surpressing it for a long period of time to save my face from embarassment). HAHHAHA but he's really damn hot.
Okay, so because of my mood today. I absolutely have no mood no drive no motivation to kickstart me back into my studying momentum (not that I have been studying alot), but yes, I am so freaking bored, I want to do something entertaining, but I have NO IDEA what to do at all. But I have decided, finally, that I shall go do some personality quizzes, and entertain myself with those shit about myself (yeah I love myself, doesn't everybody?)
Bye, I will be, Better In Time.
Yes, I will.
I want to say I am very disappointed in myself today because I took my own damn bloody sweet time doing the KNNCCB econs paper (Which did not appear that hard to me at all) and so I ended up with fucking loads of blanks which probably going to cost me one grade down maybe two maybe three?!?!
And because this is the paper I have been studying so much for (relative & subjective, mind you.) OMG I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY!!! I just hope that my efforts will be paid off. And no, I am not feeling good right now because of the paper. Because I know I can do so much better if I had FILL IN ALL MY BLANKS!!! I feel like squeezing my brains into juices and eat them. Hahahaha yes, that's right, I am going insane!!! You hear me?! Insane?!!!
Okay, so it's over. Don't cry over spilt milk, right? So I have cried my share (not literally) and there. I'm over this phase. Taking this paper makes me feel like...
Q. I want to be a singer/in a band/rockstar/music goddess whatever you call it, why?
Ans: Because I want to not face any more exams, and just make music (I need to nurture my musical genius me first), and the best of all, make music videos! Make them the way Hot Chip makes it, make them the way Chemical brothers make it, make the craziest videos ever that ever appeared in this planet earth. Why, I think I don't even mind being a backstage dancer for them or any part of the video for that matter. Eradicate exams! (okay this is hyperbole shit, I do not really hate exams, I just need to let it out, LET IT OUT!) No wait, I shall leave the exams to exist in our world, and so those book people can look at me ROCKSTAR my life away!
And once again, I make no sense. I just had to type. I just had to do it.
And I discovered SOMEBODY! GayGod! on Youtube. What I can say is, he is so fucking damn cute and damn hot, never mind that he is gay. NEVER MIND. He is sooooooooooooo hoooooottttt! and I think I just allowed my groupie crush surface (after surpressing it for a long period of time to save my face from embarassment). HAHHAHA but he's really damn hot.
Okay, so because of my mood today. I absolutely have no mood no drive no motivation to kickstart me back into my studying momentum (not that I have been studying alot), but yes, I am so freaking bored, I want to do something entertaining, but I have NO IDEA what to do at all. But I have decided, finally, that I shall go do some personality quizzes, and entertain myself with those shit about myself (yeah I love myself, doesn't everybody?)
Bye, I will be, Better In Time.
Yes, I will.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Just Like A Star
Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same
Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hand
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same
Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hand
Sunday, November 2, 2008
BeatBox Puffer Fish
I am so fucking screwed for my finals
But I still don't feel no sense of urgency
I should be studying but I am here, looking at music videos.
Please watch this, at least till you see the pufferfish do his thangggg!
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Get Into The Swing!
Haha so cute!
Okay now I am a lonely kid, without a roommate.
It's okay I better focus and get some work done.
And one good news is, I MAY BE ABLE TO GO JAPAN!!!!!!
maybe only, shall not be happy so early.
:D Japaannnn!!! Follow my brother's Catalog team (that's if they allow)
Jappann!! Nippon Island!!!
Okay I really have to start studying.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Ding
Aiyaya.
SMD was a little disappointing for me ):
But I'm glad I went anyway, saw people I haven't seen in ages.
Like Hilary & Ci Wei! It's a feel good thing when you see old friends you want to see.
And Natasha was how...bailing out on us.
Okayzxz it's now down to serious shit.
Work.
Exams...in 3 weeks? or maybe less than that.
Halloween is coming!!!
I'm always excited for this festival, ALTHOUGH I do not celebrate it.
But it's something I WANT to celebrate.
Hurhur.
Okaybye.
SMD was a little disappointing for me ):
But I'm glad I went anyway, saw people I haven't seen in ages.
Like Hilary & Ci Wei! It's a feel good thing when you see old friends you want to see.
And Natasha was how...bailing out on us.
Okayzxz it's now down to serious shit.
Work.
Exams...in 3 weeks? or maybe less than that.
Halloween is coming!!!
I'm always excited for this festival, ALTHOUGH I do not celebrate it.
But it's something I WANT to celebrate.
Hurhur.
Okaybye.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Finally
Tonight's The Night!
I am not as psyched/stoked/hyped as I thought I would be.
I had a terrible week.
And I hope tonight will not let me down.
Awesooommeeee, I should be getting to see Ness, Hilary & Natasha!
<3
I am not as psyched/stoked/hyped as I thought I would be.
I had a terrible week.
And I hope tonight will not let me down.
Awesooommeeee, I should be getting to see Ness, Hilary & Natasha!
<3
Thursday, October 23, 2008
SCREW YOU PAPER
Argh fucking pissed.
FUCKING 203 test that I have been reading my eyes off their sockets for...
I FUCKING GOT ONLY 4 CORRECT!
KNNBCCB!
FUCKING 203 test that I have been reading my eyes off their sockets for...
I FUCKING GOT ONLY 4 CORRECT!
KNNBCCB!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
It's Just Me, Against The World
This probably is my moodiest week ever.
Maybe it's just the hormones driving my mind insane.
But whatever it is, I am a Super Grouch this entire week.
Something is happening back at home.
And I don't know what is it, but as far as I know, it has got something to do with me.
My mom's acting all weird, my brother's losing his sanity, and so am I.
Breaking down at the thought of a deep dark secret I told her when my brother was in Korea?
I absolutely do not recall anything like that. (Deep dark secret?!)
What exactly is affecting my mom that is affecting the rest of us?!
It's only mid-week and the apprehension is killing me.
My mom's acting all weird, calling me up more than usual.
I wasn't intending to go home this Friday for Simian.
But now, such mysterious family problem happening, I may have to detract from my intended course. I don't know.
And all I was looking forward to this week, was to see Natasha on Friday night. To see a familiar face, someone who never fails to make me laugh when I'm with her.
Now, I'm not even sure if I'm going/have the mood to go...(I want to go, it's just...wrong, when something so important like this crops up and I have to seriously consider forsaking Simian for my family)
And just now, I think I am not suited for those kind of events. But thing is, I'm in it.
I'm tired, fed up of all these.
My mind wandered quite far tonight, thinking, what's wrong with all these people?
What's feeding them? I think they are all weird.
It really is, just me against the world tonight.
Maybe it's just the hormones driving my mind insane.
But whatever it is, I am a Super Grouch this entire week.
Something is happening back at home.
And I don't know what is it, but as far as I know, it has got something to do with me.
My mom's acting all weird, my brother's losing his sanity, and so am I.
Breaking down at the thought of a deep dark secret I told her when my brother was in Korea?
I absolutely do not recall anything like that. (Deep dark secret?!)
What exactly is affecting my mom that is affecting the rest of us?!
It's only mid-week and the apprehension is killing me.
My mom's acting all weird, calling me up more than usual.
I wasn't intending to go home this Friday for Simian.
But now, such mysterious family problem happening, I may have to detract from my intended course. I don't know.
And all I was looking forward to this week, was to see Natasha on Friday night. To see a familiar face, someone who never fails to make me laugh when I'm with her.
Now, I'm not even sure if I'm going/have the mood to go...(I want to go, it's just...wrong, when something so important like this crops up and I have to seriously consider forsaking Simian for my family)
And just now, I think I am not suited for those kind of events. But thing is, I'm in it.
I'm tired, fed up of all these.
My mind wandered quite far tonight, thinking, what's wrong with all these people?
What's feeding them? I think they are all weird.
It really is, just me against the world tonight.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Argh
My back aches like fuck.
I feel like an old lady.
All I want to do is lie on my bed.
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie.
Fuck you period!
I feel like an old lady.
All I want to do is lie on my bed.
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie.
Fuck you period!
Come Next Friday
Come next friday, I cannot wait.
It will be Simian Night (:
I foresee a massive crowd to turn up. Massive.
The other huge significance is, that the heaviest week of my entire Year 1 Semester 1, will be over.
Gone will be, COM 205 Group Presentation, HE 191 Quiz, EE 8091 Quiz, COM 203 Quiz.
If I manage all these well and proper, Friday will be my very much well-deserved break.
An improper prelude to the shut-door cramming hermit I intend to be. Just before Final Exam papers blow me off my short-lived happiness.
And of course, Camera Obscura to look forward to.
Today marks a huge personal improvement for me.
I am glad I managed to control my fear and negativity, disallowed them to take me over.
I did it. My personal best.
Just to recap, I pretty much enjoyed the company for RSG.
I like the dress I wore, but it's a tad too short, and some stitches are actually falling apart ):
Honestly, I am looking forward to Simian, very much in fact. The euphoria I will be experiencing after the most monstrous week of Sem 1.
Bye now, Mosaics, I will eat you up tonight.
It will be Simian Night (:
I foresee a massive crowd to turn up. Massive.
The other huge significance is, that the heaviest week of my entire Year 1 Semester 1, will be over.
Gone will be, COM 205 Group Presentation, HE 191 Quiz, EE 8091 Quiz, COM 203 Quiz.
If I manage all these well and proper, Friday will be my very much well-deserved break.
An improper prelude to the shut-door cramming hermit I intend to be. Just before Final Exam papers blow me off my short-lived happiness.
And of course, Camera Obscura to look forward to.
Today marks a huge personal improvement for me.
I am glad I managed to control my fear and negativity, disallowed them to take me over.
I did it. My personal best.
Just to recap, I pretty much enjoyed the company for RSG.
I like the dress I wore, but it's a tad too short, and some stitches are actually falling apart ):
Honestly, I am looking forward to Simian, very much in fact. The euphoria I will be experiencing after the most monstrous week of Sem 1.
Bye now, Mosaics, I will eat you up tonight.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Hating School
I wish people will stop saying I look like her.
I don't want to look like her.
We don't look alike.
Far from it, in fact.
Argh.
I don't want to look like her.
We don't look alike.
Far from it, in fact.
Argh.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Shut The Fuck Up!!!
They say Home is a destination for solace.
A place you come back to, to seek refuge away from the fast-paced urban city life.
Let your heart rest, and absorb the peaceful silence.
This Home, is not mine to be.
I just wish my mom will stop making herself miserable.
I just wish my dad will tell all the fucking truth.
Why can't they seek professional help?
Why can't these problems ever been fucking solved or even come close to an improvement?!
At such times, even a divorce does not sound like a bad solution to me.
Why does every single day with my family have to culminate into raging tension and deafening quarrels.
I love my parents, but they are breaking my heart.
I just wish...we could be a family again.
A place you come back to, to seek refuge away from the fast-paced urban city life.
Let your heart rest, and absorb the peaceful silence.
This Home, is not mine to be.
I just wish my mom will stop making herself miserable.
I just wish my dad will tell all the fucking truth.
Why can't they seek professional help?
Why can't these problems ever been fucking solved or even come close to an improvement?!
At such times, even a divorce does not sound like a bad solution to me.
Why does every single day with my family have to culminate into raging tension and deafening quarrels.
I love my parents, but they are breaking my heart.
I just wish...we could be a family again.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
Voucher Splurge
I uhh...used my Isetan vouchers on an Armani Xchange Cardigan.
HAHAHA! I think it was an impulsive buy.
But there's no going back.
Anyway Hall 12 Recess Time! This monday night!!! :D come and play chapteh! :D
And please wear your school uniforms!
I like a boy in school uniform, school uniform! (The Pipettes, I think)
HAHAHA! I think it was an impulsive buy.
But there's no going back.
Anyway Hall 12 Recess Time! This monday night!!! :D come and play chapteh! :D
And please wear your school uniforms!
I like a boy in school uniform, school uniform! (The Pipettes, I think)
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Look What Mr Postman Did Today
Goodbye & Farewell dear friend.
(:
Yeepp, the postman dropped my parcel off at my house this afternoon!
I got the stuff, I am pretty delighted about my Sadie Dress and Red Dorothy Flats!
:D
Happy buyer once again!
And yes, yesterday I finally went down to collect my first pay check from Big Comm.
Ahh two more to go. Oh shitzxz I forgot to deposit. >: ( ARGH!
Last night was CS DND, it was kind of boring at the start, and the pageant line-up was the snooze man. But I am very glad Joanne won the title anyhow!
Nu-Rave Queen! :D
Totally dig the music after pageant! Electroooooo! Teeheehee.
Last ones standing up against the wall!
And this afternoon was Liwei's cremation.
Final sendoff. A Heartbreaking scene.
Sigh.
Night was Timbre with Halphas!
The turnout was disappointing, slightly.
But the company was AWESOOMEE!!
Scooby Doo was visibly tipsy and rowdy, and easily provoked.
Charlie could not stop smiling like a Goofball.
Me Like Halphas.
They make me laugh. (:
Ciao ciao, you can call me dead meat for my school assignments.
For everything anything other than Play.
The rest of my pictures are on my Facebook.
Facebook is really good for sharing photos! (:
Monday, September 22, 2008
My Heart Thinks...
I miss...
Felicia Teo & Liwei
):
I wonder where she is now...
I wonder how he is now...
Both of you will always be in my heart.
Felicia Teo & Liwei
):
I wonder where she is now...
I wonder how he is now...
Both of you will always be in my heart.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Thinking Life's Not Fair...
I cannot believe that he won't be coming back.
Cannot accept it just yet.
That I won't be seeing your MSN nick pop up ever again...
So much emotions to pour out, yet I don't know how.
I know we weren't close or anything, but it's just...really getting to me.
I wished I took our friendship to a deeper level.
I didn't make the effort to keep in constant contact, even when you're just on my contact list...
Memories of you just keep replaying at the back of my head.
How I got to know you through the camps.
Those massive water bombs war games we played.
Once, I almost slipped and you caught hold of me. I didn't remember to thank you.
I'm sorry for the late appreciation. Thank you.
How you loved teasing girls.
And, the fact that you actually invited me for your birthday, that was a really nice gesture. Really.
I just want to say, Thank you for being my friend.
I wish you the best in your afterlife.
You will always be remembered, in our hearts and loving memory.
May you be well and happy, dear Liwei.
Cannot accept it just yet.
That I won't be seeing your MSN nick pop up ever again...
So much emotions to pour out, yet I don't know how.
I know we weren't close or anything, but it's just...really getting to me.
I wished I took our friendship to a deeper level.
I didn't make the effort to keep in constant contact, even when you're just on my contact list...
Memories of you just keep replaying at the back of my head.
How I got to know you through the camps.
Those massive water bombs war games we played.
Once, I almost slipped and you caught hold of me. I didn't remember to thank you.
I'm sorry for the late appreciation. Thank you.
How you loved teasing girls.
And, the fact that you actually invited me for your birthday, that was a really nice gesture. Really.
I just want to say, Thank you for being my friend.
I wish you the best in your afterlife.
You will always be remembered, in our hearts and loving memory.
May you be well and happy, dear Liwei.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Go Well, My Friend.
Just minutes ago, I received the news that our dearest friend Li Wei, has passed on.
I am...too overwhelmed, too shocked by the news. Too numbed. My hands are cold and clammy.
Sigh...
To Li Wei:
Hello old friend, haven't spoken or seen you for a very long while. But your passing on still came as a huge shock to me. Never did see it coming. Rest in peace. I will always keep you in my memory. You will be greatly missed. Take care.
What's wrong with the world?
I am...too overwhelmed, too shocked by the news. Too numbed. My hands are cold and clammy.
Sigh...
To Li Wei:
Hello old friend, haven't spoken or seen you for a very long while. But your passing on still came as a huge shock to me. Never did see it coming. Rest in peace. I will always keep you in my memory. You will be greatly missed. Take care.
What's wrong with the world?
Friday, September 19, 2008
Falling Apart
They say, "No Man Is An Island".
But, what if I'm an island, whether I want it or not?
What if your life was never right from the start? And it just got increasingly worse as you grew?
Is it too late to rectify? (It's never too late for anything, people say.)
No, I do not share that exact same sentiments. I believe there's such thing as Too Late.
Is it too late? When there has been so many mistakes. You only realise it when you're old.
How do you pick up the pieces and piece them back all over again?
Loneliness can really tear up the soul sometimes.
So I blew SGD$102.62 on Yeesss.LJ again. This time using Janie's paypal! Hee hee. Thanks Janie. (:
Mr Postman, please come early. (:
Boy, am I excited to receive my purchase, as I always am.
I need to start.
Oh, and my brother may be sent over to Korea by Catalog! All expenses paid except allowance.
ZOMG.
Boy Oh Boy
An Australian production house just called me!
Although I have turned down their offer to be a PA once again.
But I have not experienced working in a non-singaporean production set before!
10 days shoot during school week. (Bonus part is I heard they pay more than Singaporean sets!)
$$$!!!
You see how network really gets you to places.
Power of connections, massive!
Anyway, I am hoping to see AA4 girls during recess week! I miss Amirah, somewhat. ):
Great week ahead to everyone, and to myself as well. (:
Just a random want: I hope Tuesday night will be Electroooo!
Although I have turned down their offer to be a PA once again.
But I have not experienced working in a non-singaporean production set before!
10 days shoot during school week. (Bonus part is I heard they pay more than Singaporean sets!)
$$$!!!
You see how network really gets you to places.
Power of connections, massive!
Anyway, I am hoping to see AA4 girls during recess week! I miss Amirah, somewhat. ):
Great week ahead to everyone, and to myself as well. (:
Just a random want: I hope Tuesday night will be Electroooo!
Bad Writer, I Am.
YongC says blogging helps in my writing. It is the practice.
I know he is going to read this. Haha.
Blogging helps, but sadly, I do not blog enough for the practice to actually come to the slightest bit of usefulness.
Maybe, it's time to start.
Last night was Hall JCRC Investiture.
I can swear my head off, the hall atmosphere made me so sleepy.
My eyes could not keep wide open. Despite the fact that I was standing throughout the entire event, my eyes...
I felt like I was in a complete daze the entire time.
Return to my room, and evolved into a grouch monster.
A lonely soul in a 2 bedroom room. Mavis is always leaving early in the week!
A terrible headache took me over, I just had to nap.
Woke up and finally got down to watching an episode of Flight Of The Conchords.
It's hilarious shitzxz. No, really. It is.
The songs the crazy duo sing can become intensive ear worms, seriously.
And I am secretly excited/pysched/stoked for CS DnD.
Ha-ha. I bought senseless things like the old school Yellow Power Ranger Plastic Mask!
And Ultra-Man too. And, some other things.
Not quite sure if I am going to use everything, that's if I'm even going.
So, it is officially the start of Recess Week for me.
And I need to pack Hall stuff to bring back to Home Sweet Home.
Hee Hee got to bring back my smelly dirty soft bolster!
AND OF COURSE THE IDEA OF SLEEPING IN COLD AIR!!!
The weather has been quite nasty of late.
It Backfired At The Disco, I hope not.
I know he is going to read this. Haha.
Blogging helps, but sadly, I do not blog enough for the practice to actually come to the slightest bit of usefulness.
Maybe, it's time to start.
Last night was Hall JCRC Investiture.
I can swear my head off, the hall atmosphere made me so sleepy.
My eyes could not keep wide open. Despite the fact that I was standing throughout the entire event, my eyes...
I felt like I was in a complete daze the entire time.
Return to my room, and evolved into a grouch monster.
A lonely soul in a 2 bedroom room. Mavis is always leaving early in the week!
A terrible headache took me over, I just had to nap.
Woke up and finally got down to watching an episode of Flight Of The Conchords.
It's hilarious shitzxz. No, really. It is.
The songs the crazy duo sing can become intensive ear worms, seriously.
And I am secretly excited/pysched/stoked for CS DnD.
Ha-ha. I bought senseless things like the old school Yellow Power Ranger Plastic Mask!
And Ultra-Man too. And, some other things.
Not quite sure if I am going to use everything, that's if I'm even going.
So, it is officially the start of Recess Week for me.
And I need to pack Hall stuff to bring back to Home Sweet Home.
Hee Hee got to bring back my smelly dirty soft bolster!
AND OF COURSE THE IDEA OF SLEEPING IN COLD AIR!!!
The weather has been quite nasty of late.
It Backfired At The Disco, I hope not.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
What Gives You The Right
I cannot understand why my mom's extended family behaves the way they do.
They are, extremely insensitive with their words.
Honest.
How can?!
I'm not angry, I am just...haha tickled yet appalled by the way the words they spilled over the buffet dinner tonight, and even in the car! (although it really should not be a surprise to anyone)
Amazing. I am glad my cousins, aren't remotely like them.
So Happy 21st birthday Moretta! :D and to Aloysius too! Basic courtesy to greet (haha I know they won't come across this anyway)
Happy Birthday Candy Leow and LOUISA CHEW!!!
So, last weekend had me doing the CRAZIEST MOST HYSTERICAL THING I have ever done in my life. Publicity stunt for Painted Skin. For the money, Ching Ching Ching. Whoo and free movie tickets too! Yeay looking forward to watching it.
Treated my lovely Daddy to Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza after the madness I got myself into. I was indeed very glad and comforted to have Cecilia with me the entire day, who well could not stop laughing at the way I looked the entire time. It was nice seeing her and Noel at Mediacorp.
What I did, was fucking hilarious, seriously.
I can't believe I actually got the guts to do such crap stuff, although inside I was all a nervous wreck and scared.
Sunday night was a little get-together before the dear one flew to the UK. London! Monday morning, was her flight and send off. Ayee, I will miss her so...
So anyway, I had a busy first half of the week. So many appointments and meetings kept clashing. I really loathe it when things keep clashing and crowding my schedule. Really HATE it when everything just comes at once. ):
Last night (Tuesday) was Fish Head Steamboat with the Wawa production team. Definitely neat to see all of them once again. Wawa is such a family production team, warm and fuzzy. Nice.
And guess what, Perfect Cut Season II is going to start production soon!!! So is REM. Hahaha excitement for me during the holidays. (maybe I am counting my chicks much too soon even before the hatch) And Tonight, (Wednesday) was Moretta's 21st at Merchant Court Hotel. Buffet! I ate like 1kg of salmon sashimi and 10,000 oysters! Hahahaha!
And tomorrow is investiture, omg so busy, so hectic. I hate this feeling...
When I come back into hall, it's weird but I feel empty inside many times.
It's like I am perpetually lost. I can't seem to find where I belong exactly.
Ah, what the fuck.
Anyhow, I have decided to pull out of Amirah's lobang of the F1 ear plugs job. Aye. (I must be missing out A WHOLE DAMN LOT on the moolah, but I guess, I need to prioritise other things this time) So basically, that's it.
I have too many things on my mind, I think it's exploding. ):
They are, extremely insensitive with their words.
Honest.
How can?!
I'm not angry, I am just...haha tickled yet appalled by the way the words they spilled over the buffet dinner tonight, and even in the car! (although it really should not be a surprise to anyone)
Amazing. I am glad my cousins, aren't remotely like them.
So Happy 21st birthday Moretta! :D and to Aloysius too! Basic courtesy to greet (haha I know they won't come across this anyway)
Happy Birthday Candy Leow and LOUISA CHEW!!!
So, last weekend had me doing the CRAZIEST MOST HYSTERICAL THING I have ever done in my life. Publicity stunt for Painted Skin. For the money, Ching Ching Ching. Whoo and free movie tickets too! Yeay looking forward to watching it.
Treated my lovely Daddy to Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza after the madness I got myself into. I was indeed very glad and comforted to have Cecilia with me the entire day, who well could not stop laughing at the way I looked the entire time. It was nice seeing her and Noel at Mediacorp.
What I did, was fucking hilarious, seriously.
I can't believe I actually got the guts to do such crap stuff, although inside I was all a nervous wreck and scared.
Sunday night was a little get-together before the dear one flew to the UK. London! Monday morning, was her flight and send off. Ayee, I will miss her so...
So anyway, I had a busy first half of the week. So many appointments and meetings kept clashing. I really loathe it when things keep clashing and crowding my schedule. Really HATE it when everything just comes at once. ):
Last night (Tuesday) was Fish Head Steamboat with the Wawa production team. Definitely neat to see all of them once again. Wawa is such a family production team, warm and fuzzy. Nice.
And guess what, Perfect Cut Season II is going to start production soon!!! So is REM. Hahaha excitement for me during the holidays. (maybe I am counting my chicks much too soon even before the hatch) And Tonight, (Wednesday) was Moretta's 21st at Merchant Court Hotel. Buffet! I ate like 1kg of salmon sashimi and 10,000 oysters! Hahahaha!
And tomorrow is investiture, omg so busy, so hectic. I hate this feeling...
When I come back into hall, it's weird but I feel empty inside many times.
It's like I am perpetually lost. I can't seem to find where I belong exactly.
Ah, what the fuck.
Anyhow, I have decided to pull out of Amirah's lobang of the F1 ear plugs job. Aye. (I must be missing out A WHOLE DAMN LOT on the moolah, but I guess, I need to prioritise other things this time) So basically, that's it.
I have too many things on my mind, I think it's exploding. ):
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Keep Safe, Dear One
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when YOU leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
I will like to dedicate this entry to my Most Precious Friend, Chua Wei Lin.
Who has been through with me since the tender age of thirteen.
From my adolescent, teenage years to the present of now, Coming Of Age (Haha, yet to be would be more appropriate, but almost, just almost) Growing out of teenage angst into adulthood together.
A Great Friend of 7 years.
Albeit the fact that we are both on an almost entirely different track now, in many ways.
Not as many silly common things to laugh about, bitch about, get upset about etcetra as before in our blue pinafore school uniform days, or our red and blue Band uniform days, or our musical MEP days.
I know I have said all these before, in cards, in blog entries... I think I have to say it again.
All these doesn't change what I think of our friendship. I am really glad I found a friend like you in my life. I am thankful for the laughter and everything else that came along with the package of You being My Friend. Just so you know, I really treasure our friendship, really.
I know I haven't been the best of friend to you, by not making more effort to call you up, to meet you or just to annoy you, haha. Plus, well, I am not exactly a very expressive person of my affections to begin with. To tell you how much you mean to me. I'll tell you now, you mean a whole damn lot to me.
And now, I want to wish you all the best in UK. I hope you have a really fantabulous wonderful terrific experience over there. A blast of your time, the best time of your life.
I will miss you, Chilli Padi.
<3,
Feli
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Play, Pause, Rewind
Ah Fuck, I am really feeling damn bad now.
Why do I always not think before I act.
Fuck lah.
Why do I always not think before I act.
Fuck lah.
Boredom Is An Illness
Can You Cure It For Me?
Dessy! And Our Sisters Group, (Eric the Mr Popular)
Please pardon the sudden influx of Mac Photo Booth's photos. I know it is taking over the Pictures World, I previously swore not to end up a massive Photo Boother and it looks like I have broken my secret oath. I am a victim of this trend, I gave in to peer pressure (Maybe Personal). Blame it on being a technology so convenient and random time-killer that can produce loads of fun for all of us.
I think I make the most senseless posts ever.
So Friday after school was spent filming for Wenxu & Joan.
Headed out to get supper. I can't believe I keep losing to Wenxu in the 5-10-15 game!!! >: (
Argh fragmented sentences, my brain is always automatically summarizing my thoughts. Pffft.
Saturday morning was filming again for them. And it's a wrap! (:
So when you have a wrap, you naturally have a wrap party. This time, it was Bak Kut Teh, their treat! :D It was simply delectable. Whoo Hoo! Then Home Sweet Home it was.
I CAN ACT! (haha more like their expectations were not strict) I am actually quite missing the entire production process all over again. Over sentimental I must say, very, must be the Monster PMS. Anyhow, it was a great pleasure and joy to uh 'work' with such good company. Wenxu and Joan were really nice to Pedro & I. And Pedro was a great sport, for tolerating all my random antics and entertaining me as well. Hope I helped good enough for them!
Suddenly, they make me appreciate SCI (just a little bit) haha!
I feel horrible deep inside for not informing Mavis!!! ): It's like this waterfall of guilt gushing down on me. Bahh.
Friday, September 5, 2008
This Is My Heart
What The Snowman Learned About Love
This song is so queeshy, I don't know how to say. It just makes my heart melts.
Mel Ann is back in Singapore! For a week. I hope I can make time to meet her up.
Anyway, I have the most happening roommate. Haha so glad I have Mavis around.
Monday afternoon, Mavis decided to capture the Hall 12 Resident Cat to bring it to our room.
The cleaning Aunty scolded us, she said cat poo is smelly. ): But wth, it was a very funny thing to do. And I wish I could write better with more expressive words to display the excitement of catching the cat, but for now, this is the best I can do. Pardon me. Played with the kitty, it was so adorable!!!
I Really Adore Cats.
Another exciting event this week, will be Wei Lin coming down to NTU for Sushi buffet with dear old Jiang. Haha Old.
And Photo Boothing and Amelie later.
Ah bye, I have Sound in Our Daily Life quiz next Wednesday, AKA Physics quiz.
I shall go START LEARNING.
Aren't I simply the best at procrastination.
Goodbye.
This song is so queeshy, I don't know how to say. It just makes my heart melts.
Mel Ann is back in Singapore! For a week. I hope I can make time to meet her up.
Anyway, I have the most happening roommate. Haha so glad I have Mavis around.
Monday afternoon, Mavis decided to capture the Hall 12 Resident Cat to bring it to our room.
The cleaning Aunty scolded us, she said cat poo is smelly. ): But wth, it was a very funny thing to do. And I wish I could write better with more expressive words to display the excitement of catching the cat, but for now, this is the best I can do. Pardon me. Played with the kitty, it was so adorable!!!
I Really Adore Cats.
Another exciting event this week, will be Wei Lin coming down to NTU for Sushi buffet with dear old Jiang. Haha Old.
And Photo Boothing and Amelie later.
Ah bye, I have Sound in Our Daily Life quiz next Wednesday, AKA Physics quiz.
I shall go START LEARNING.
Aren't I simply the best at procrastination.
Goodbye.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
The Pages Keep Turning
If I am lost for a day, Try to find me.
But if I don't come back, I won't look behind me.
All of the things that I thought were so easy,
Just got harder & harder each day.
I am proud, real proud to be part of Halphas.
Hall King & Hall Queen. Halphas babies. Pageant sweethearts. Halphas OGLs/Seniors. Lucky draw lucky pigs.
Dnd was a flop for my costume, because I ended up looking like a chambermaid.
Ha-ha. Lousy visualization skills I possess.
But overall, albeit the slightly agitated mood I had all through the night,
12th Parallel: Heroes & Villains was a blast for me.
Yeay yeay. Halphas really lives up to it's name of being the Best OG of 2008 Hall 12.
Aye, back to academics.
Speech speech. Eco-tourism or Drugs abuse.
Pffft.
But if I don't come back, I won't look behind me.
All of the things that I thought were so easy,
Just got harder & harder each day.
I am proud, real proud to be part of Halphas.
Hall King & Hall Queen. Halphas babies. Pageant sweethearts. Halphas OGLs/Seniors. Lucky draw lucky pigs.
Dnd was a flop for my costume, because I ended up looking like a chambermaid.
Ha-ha. Lousy visualization skills I possess.
But overall, albeit the slightly agitated mood I had all through the night,
12th Parallel: Heroes & Villains was a blast for me.
Yeay yeay. Halphas really lives up to it's name of being the Best OG of 2008 Hall 12.
Aye, back to academics.
Speech speech. Eco-tourism or Drugs abuse.
Pffft.
Friday, August 29, 2008
Sorrow Drips Into Your Heart Through A Pinhole
Have you ever been in love?
My Heart Is An Empty Room.
My big brother is annoying me.
He is such a fucking goblok.
Grr. >:(
Tomorrow is the 12th Parallel, Heroes & Villains.
Yes, I am one of the few who has not gotten a costume to don for the night yet.
Anyway, after much deep thought & consideration, I will be going as
THE ASIAN ALICE IN WONDERLAND!
Uh, not a heroine, but can lah, just bedek bedek.
Hur.
My Heart Is An Empty Room.
My big brother is annoying me.
He is such a fucking goblok.
Grr. >:(
Tomorrow is the 12th Parallel, Heroes & Villains.
Yes, I am one of the few who has not gotten a costume to don for the night yet.
Anyway, after much deep thought & consideration, I will be going as
THE ASIAN ALICE IN WONDERLAND!
Uh, not a heroine, but can lah, just bedek bedek.
Hur.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Turtles Can Fly
I feel so silly.
I feel so horrible.
When I click print, I did not change it to handouts mode ):
I killed so many trees, waste so many ink, and waste my print credits. Bahh.
Angery at myself.
I am listening to Death Cab for Cutie now!
Makes me nostalgic about their gig not long ago.
Whoo! Camera Obscura next :D
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Put A Price On My Soul
How much am I worth to you?
Okay, I am currently waiting for my laundry to be done downstairs.
Something embarrassing happened. Bahh ):
I changed my bolster casing and realised it's quite dirty ):
I think I need to do my iTunes. I need music therapy.
Music heals your soul, honest.
I splurged at Lime flea on Saturday.
I realised what I bought, aye, it's just not as satisfying a buy I thought it would be.
I miss yeesss's old clothes.
The newer updates aren't so special anymore.
I need to be more thought-provoking.
What shallow things I post.
Okay, I am currently waiting for my laundry to be done downstairs.
Something embarrassing happened. Bahh ):
I changed my bolster casing and realised it's quite dirty ):
I think I need to do my iTunes. I need music therapy.
Music heals your soul, honest.
I splurged at Lime flea on Saturday.
I realised what I bought, aye, it's just not as satisfying a buy I thought it would be.
I miss yeesss's old clothes.
The newer updates aren't so special anymore.
I need to be more thought-provoking.
What shallow things I post.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Your Yoyo Girl
What do I say?
I am offended.
Just wondering how people can stereotype me. (But whoops, I fault at that too.)
But I guess, being over-generalized, gets me all puffed up too.
It's the same, though, when you apply this particular stereotype to them.
What's so different about us?
We're just merely hyped up about different things, different people.
Okay fine, I am being anal.
I don't care. I know I sound like a complete spoilt brat (Lately, I happen to think I do that quite a bit.)
Guess Angsty Miao haven't quite passed her phase yet.
Oh, What The Hell.
You see, I don't get the jokes. I really don't.
I am offended.
Just wondering how people can stereotype me. (But whoops, I fault at that too.)
But I guess, being over-generalized, gets me all puffed up too.
It's the same, though, when you apply this particular stereotype to them.
What's so different about us?
We're just merely hyped up about different things, different people.
Okay fine, I am being anal.
I don't care. I know I sound like a complete spoilt brat (Lately, I happen to think I do that quite a bit.)
Guess Angsty Miao haven't quite passed her phase yet.
Oh, What The Hell.
You see, I don't get the jokes. I really don't.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Sick & Tired
I am suffering from Exhaustion.
Sheer. Exhaustion.
It's amazing how doing absolutely nothing productive makes you feel so drained.
I feel inadequate, as a university student.
So many things to do, so little time.
I need to get on the right track.
What am I doing?
Right track, look further.
I am talking in fragments. I keep saying I.
Why is that?
The world revolves around me. Hah.
I miss listening to Taking Back Sunday and Dashboard Confessionals.
I need songs to make me feel alright.
I am moody now.
Fuck, my thoughts are fragmented shitzxz.
Moody & Angsty without a reason. Maybe there is a reason, the reason is uncertainty, why am I always so unsure of everything.
I think I need television. But no, I do not enjoy television in Hall.
I need movies. But no, there is no Picturehouse at Jurong Point.
This place is so isolated from the rest of the world. I have so many errands to run in the outside world. I feel, stupid.
I stumbled through the doorway
And I fell out of my skin
Sheer. Exhaustion.
It's amazing how doing absolutely nothing productive makes you feel so drained.
I feel inadequate, as a university student.
So many things to do, so little time.
I need to get on the right track.
What am I doing?
Right track, look further.
I am talking in fragments. I keep saying I.
Why is that?
The world revolves around me. Hah.
I miss listening to Taking Back Sunday and Dashboard Confessionals.
I need songs to make me feel alright.
I am moody now.
Fuck, my thoughts are fragmented shitzxz.
Moody & Angsty without a reason. Maybe there is a reason, the reason is uncertainty, why am I always so unsure of everything.
I think I need television. But no, I do not enjoy television in Hall.
I need movies. But no, there is no Picturehouse at Jurong Point.
This place is so isolated from the rest of the world. I have so many errands to run in the outside world. I feel, stupid.
I stumbled through the doorway
And I fell out of my skin
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Till We Break Down & Fall
Been on a hiatus long enough.
There you go, Miao is back!
Haha. So I have been busy with settling into a new school, familiarizing myself with an entirely new environment and with new people. I finally feel orientated again, after I finally landed myself with 2 GERPEs. Yeay, so yes no more being a worry wart for me. At least, for this semester.
Anyhow, Death Cab For Cutie at Esplanade last night was AWEESOOMMEEE! Albeit the fact I was dead tired from all the waking early for lectures or just to tackle the STARS system. YEESSSS DEAATTHH CAAABBB!
I had a great time last night (:
Okay so now I have no free Wednesdays. Aye and my days end pretty much quite late. Fortunately I have the comfort of my hall Superman Bed!
Yeay I need to get cooler bedsheets! Although my Superman one is GREAT ENOUGH!
Anyway, coming to NTU, makes me really frightened. I think I have never seen so many hardworking dilligent people before. A little Culture Shock I must say. It's alright I guess since I have a self-proclaimed hardworking roommate. All I need is just a little push from everybody, to stop my lazy ass from procrastinating.
So are you ready?
Get Set, GO MUGGER!
There you go, Miao is back!
Haha. So I have been busy with settling into a new school, familiarizing myself with an entirely new environment and with new people. I finally feel orientated again, after I finally landed myself with 2 GERPEs. Yeay, so yes no more being a worry wart for me. At least, for this semester.
Anyhow, Death Cab For Cutie at Esplanade last night was AWEESOOMMEEE! Albeit the fact I was dead tired from all the waking early for lectures or just to tackle the STARS system. YEESSSS DEAATTHH CAAABBB!
I had a great time last night (:
Okay so now I have no free Wednesdays. Aye and my days end pretty much quite late. Fortunately I have the comfort of my hall Superman Bed!
Yeay I need to get cooler bedsheets! Although my Superman one is GREAT ENOUGH!
Anyway, coming to NTU, makes me really frightened. I think I have never seen so many hardworking dilligent people before. A little Culture Shock I must say. It's alright I guess since I have a self-proclaimed hardworking roommate. All I need is just a little push from everybody, to stop my lazy ass from procrastinating.
So are you ready?
Get Set, GO MUGGER!
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Chaotic Heart
Nowadays, I am not having my intellectual (subjective) moments.
So yes, today is Saturday.
I woke up at 1pm which is the meeting time for OG Linguine outing.
Joined them at Cine at about 5 plus.
Ended quite nicely.
I swear, You Are Pathetic.
Friday 25th July (HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU KENNY!)
I travelled the long journey to Boon Lay just to pay $50 for Hall Camp.
Met Wei Lin at Boon Lay after her SOT to head down to Orange Bowl Origins!
Heh, don't we all love Uncle Pang.
Met up with Jiang for a walk down memory lane. (Secondary School Memory Lane, That Is.)
So I ate alot (It's orange bowl for goodness sake!!!)
Then we toured our very lovely St Nicholas Girls School.
Had Tau Huey opposite.
Had fun catching up, playing with W300's smile shutter once again.
Seeing the 'Happy Toilets' certificates.
Next, I went to Wei Lin's house!
It's been a long long long long long long time.
Just lazing around, I actually napped on her guest room bed.
Watched local dramas till the clock struck 11! Accompanied by Curry Instant Noodles too!
Somehow, it felt like I was back to secondary school.
Where I will go to her house, for practically nothing.
Haha okay just to bum around and play Sims 2.
Sadly, I did not appear as calafare for the 3rd time in a row!
Okay I am not that sad lah. Hur.
Next next, it was Beatnik Picnic at SMU Green!
Bumped into Natasha and her friends. Saw Warren&Hilary.
Got a free polaroid picture that night! (:
Visited the various museums throughout the night!
Played some dodge-some-people game (Haha okay not really)
Got fascinated by Peranakan showcase.
Haha honestly, some parts of the Peranakan exhibits were actually quite very creepy.
Got quite sleepy at the end.
ZOMG on the nightrider home, some guy diagonally opposite behind me THREW UP!
I think I felt some splatter of the puke on me, slightly.
But I ignored it. IGNORANCE IS BLISS!
Hah, then I handed that poor guy a packet of tissue.
So that was my Friday :D
Quite an eventful day, I had fun! ((:
It's funny the way I am feeling now.
Why, why Chaotic Heart,
Do you so love teasing me?
So yes, today is Saturday.
I woke up at 1pm which is the meeting time for OG Linguine outing.
Joined them at Cine at about 5 plus.
Ended quite nicely.
I swear, You Are Pathetic.
Friday 25th July (HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU KENNY!)
I travelled the long journey to Boon Lay just to pay $50 for Hall Camp.
Met Wei Lin at Boon Lay after her SOT to head down to Orange Bowl Origins!
Heh, don't we all love Uncle Pang.
Met up with Jiang for a walk down memory lane. (Secondary School Memory Lane, That Is.)
So I ate alot (It's orange bowl for goodness sake!!!)
Then we toured our very lovely St Nicholas Girls School.
Had Tau Huey opposite.
Had fun catching up, playing with W300's smile shutter once again.
Seeing the 'Happy Toilets' certificates.
Next, I went to Wei Lin's house!
It's been a long long long long long long time.
Just lazing around, I actually napped on her guest room bed.
Watched local dramas till the clock struck 11! Accompanied by Curry Instant Noodles too!
Somehow, it felt like I was back to secondary school.
Where I will go to her house, for practically nothing.
Haha okay just to bum around and play Sims 2.
Sadly, I did not appear as calafare for the 3rd time in a row!
Okay I am not that sad lah. Hur.
Next next, it was Beatnik Picnic at SMU Green!
Bumped into Natasha and her friends. Saw Warren&Hilary.
Got a free polaroid picture that night! (:
Visited the various museums throughout the night!
Played some dodge-some-people game (Haha okay not really)
Got fascinated by Peranakan showcase.
Haha honestly, some parts of the Peranakan exhibits were actually quite very creepy.
Got quite sleepy at the end.
ZOMG on the nightrider home, some guy diagonally opposite behind me THREW UP!
I think I felt some splatter of the puke on me, slightly.
But I ignored it. IGNORANCE IS BLISS!
Hah, then I handed that poor guy a packet of tissue.
So that was my Friday :D
Quite an eventful day, I had fun! ((:
It's funny the way I am feeling now.
Why, why Chaotic Heart,
Do you so love teasing me?
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