It's Just Me, Against The World

This probably is my moodiest week ever.
Maybe it's just the hormones driving my mind insane.
But whatever it is, I am a Super Grouch this entire week.

Something is happening back at home.
And I don't know what is it, but as far as I know, it has got something to do with me.
My mom's acting all weird, my brother's losing his sanity, and so am I.
Breaking down at the thought of a deep dark secret I told her when my brother was in Korea?
I absolutely do not recall anything like that. (Deep dark secret?!)
What exactly is affecting my mom that is affecting the rest of us?!

It's only mid-week and the apprehension is killing me.
My mom's acting all weird, calling me up more than usual.
I wasn't intending to go home this Friday for Simian.
But now, such mysterious family problem happening, I may have to detract from my intended course. I don't know.
And all I was looking forward to this week, was to see Natasha on Friday night. To see a familiar face, someone who never fails to make me laugh when I'm with her.
Now, I'm not even sure if I'm going/have the mood to go...(I want to go, it's just...wrong, when something so important like this crops up and I have to seriously consider forsaking Simian for my family)

And just now, I think I am not suited for those kind of events. But thing is, I'm in it.
I'm tired, fed up of all these.
My mind wandered quite far tonight, thinking, what's wrong with all these people?
What's feeding them? I think they are all weird.

It really is, just me against the world tonight.