Thursday, November 20, 2008

It's Not Over Yet

But I am already feeling the excitement!
Of holidays!
Ooh Christmas is coming as well.
My mind is simply bursting with SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO, and SO MANY THINGS I NEED TO DO

I want to:
1) Watch Isabella (old movie)
2) Watch Wild Child
3) Watch Angus, Thongs & Snogging
4) Catch up with people I have not met since...
ie. Natasha, Qianya, Alicia, Hilary&friends (I think Chowchow is very cute!), Sophia&Justin who are flying off to Melbourne soon! Jiang Jael, oh no terrible...
5) Shopping (alot of things on my mind now NOWNOW)

Okay I decided to organise my thoughts with pen&paper so I shall not type it here, at least not now.
OMGAAHH haha im like bidding, on ebay!
Noob but the dresses are really pretty. I hope the people not outbid me at the very last minute.
100 plus for 2 dresses, I must be crazy right.
Ohwell.
& I don't think I am going to watch Stars. It sucks when everyone else around me is going.
I can't share the joy, the happiness!

Nvrmind save save save for the holidays! Before I get stuck in NTU for another entire semester.
& save for Mosaic, although I have not decided which acts I want to attend.
Hmm...
Well ohwell.

Friday, November 14, 2008

EXCITED!!!

OMGGGG
excited!
PA for some MTV thing?!

OMG hahahaha I am really excited.
Yah I'm forever stuck in PA level.
But I feel there is still so much more for me to learn being a PA.
To become a SUPER PA before proceeding to the higher ranks in EBM.

AHHHHHHH
$#!%!$&^%* excited!!!
30th Nov, 5th-8th Dec!

EXCITEEEEEDDDDD!!!

PA! this time for MTV!!!
should be slightly different from PA for TV dramas.

Excitement.
Okay, shut up.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Haha

In the end, I caught a few episodes of The L Word.
My my i'ts been a long time.
And it's 420am now, I need to wake up at 845 for breakfast!
And Jenny Scheter is such a bitch, really.
Hated her since she started the entire season 1.
Bitch, goblok!

One Down

Hi all,
I want to say I am very disappointed in myself today because I took my own damn bloody sweet time doing the KNNCCB econs paper (Which did not appear that hard to me at all) and so I ended up with fucking loads of blanks which probably going to cost me one grade down maybe two maybe three?!?!

And because this is the paper I have been studying so much for (relative & subjective, mind you.) OMG I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY!!! I just hope that my efforts will be paid off. And no, I am not feeling good right now because of the paper. Because I know I can do so much better if I had FILL IN ALL MY BLANKS!!! I feel like squeezing my brains into juices and eat them. Hahahaha yes, that's right, I am going insane!!! You hear me?! Insane?!!!

Okay, so it's over. Don't cry over spilt milk, right? So I have cried my share (not literally) and there. I'm over this phase. Taking this paper makes me feel like...

Q. I want to be a singer/in a band/rockstar/music goddess whatever you call it, why?
Ans: Because I want to not face any more exams, and just make music (I need to nurture my musical genius me first), and the best of all, make music videos! Make them the way Hot Chip makes it, make them the way Chemical brothers make it, make the craziest videos ever that ever appeared in this planet earth. Why, I think I don't even mind being a backstage dancer for them or any part of the video for that matter. Eradicate exams! (okay this is hyperbole shit, I do not really hate exams, I just need to let it out, LET IT OUT!) No wait, I shall leave the exams to exist in our world, and so those book people can look at me ROCKSTAR my life away!

And once again, I make no sense. I just had to type. I just had to do it.

And I discovered SOMEBODY! GayGod! on Youtube. What I can say is, he is so fucking damn cute and damn hot, never mind that he is gay. NEVER MIND. He is sooooooooooooo hoooooottttt! and I think I just allowed my groupie crush surface (after surpressing it for a long period of time to save my face from embarassment). HAHHAHA but he's really damn hot.

Okay, so because of my mood today. I absolutely have no mood no drive no motivation to kickstart me back into my studying momentum (not that I have been studying alot), but yes, I am so freaking bored, I want to do something entertaining, but I have NO IDEA what to do at all. But I have decided, finally, that I shall go do some personality quizzes, and entertain myself with those shit about myself (yeah I love myself, doesn't everybody?)

Bye, I will be, Better In Time.
Yes, I will.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Just Like A Star

Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same
Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hand

Sunday, November 2, 2008

BeatBox Puffer Fish



I am so fucking screwed for my finals
But I still don't feel no sense of urgency
I should be studying but I am here, looking at music videos.

Please watch this, at least till you see the pufferfish do his thangggg!

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Another Year

Patience.
Halloween.
I will get to celebrate it proper one day!