Thursday, October 30, 2008
Get Into The Swing!
Haha so cute!
Okay now I am a lonely kid, without a roommate.
It's okay I better focus and get some work done.
And one good news is, I MAY BE ABLE TO GO JAPAN!!!!!!
maybe only, shall not be happy so early.
:D Japaannnn!!! Follow my brother's Catalog team (that's if they allow)
Jappann!! Nippon Island!!!
Okay I really have to start studying.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Ding
Aiyaya.
SMD was a little disappointing for me ):
But I'm glad I went anyway, saw people I haven't seen in ages.
Like Hilary & Ci Wei! It's a feel good thing when you see old friends you want to see.
And Natasha was how...bailing out on us.
Okayzxz it's now down to serious shit.
Work.
Exams...in 3 weeks? or maybe less than that.
Halloween is coming!!!
I'm always excited for this festival, ALTHOUGH I do not celebrate it.
But it's something I WANT to celebrate.
Hurhur.
Okaybye.
SMD was a little disappointing for me ):
But I'm glad I went anyway, saw people I haven't seen in ages.
Like Hilary & Ci Wei! It's a feel good thing when you see old friends you want to see.
And Natasha was how...bailing out on us.
Okayzxz it's now down to serious shit.
Work.
Exams...in 3 weeks? or maybe less than that.
Halloween is coming!!!
I'm always excited for this festival, ALTHOUGH I do not celebrate it.
But it's something I WANT to celebrate.
Hurhur.
Okaybye.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Finally
Tonight's The Night!
I am not as psyched/stoked/hyped as I thought I would be.
I had a terrible week.
And I hope tonight will not let me down.
Awesooommeeee, I should be getting to see Ness, Hilary & Natasha!
<3
I am not as psyched/stoked/hyped as I thought I would be.
I had a terrible week.
And I hope tonight will not let me down.
Awesooommeeee, I should be getting to see Ness, Hilary & Natasha!
<3
Thursday, October 23, 2008
SCREW YOU PAPER
Argh fucking pissed.
FUCKING 203 test that I have been reading my eyes off their sockets for...
I FUCKING GOT ONLY 4 CORRECT!
KNNBCCB!
FUCKING 203 test that I have been reading my eyes off their sockets for...
I FUCKING GOT ONLY 4 CORRECT!
KNNBCCB!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
It's Just Me, Against The World
This probably is my moodiest week ever.
Maybe it's just the hormones driving my mind insane.
But whatever it is, I am a Super Grouch this entire week.
Something is happening back at home.
And I don't know what is it, but as far as I know, it has got something to do with me.
My mom's acting all weird, my brother's losing his sanity, and so am I.
Breaking down at the thought of a deep dark secret I told her when my brother was in Korea?
I absolutely do not recall anything like that. (Deep dark secret?!)
What exactly is affecting my mom that is affecting the rest of us?!
It's only mid-week and the apprehension is killing me.
My mom's acting all weird, calling me up more than usual.
I wasn't intending to go home this Friday for Simian.
But now, such mysterious family problem happening, I may have to detract from my intended course. I don't know.
And all I was looking forward to this week, was to see Natasha on Friday night. To see a familiar face, someone who never fails to make me laugh when I'm with her.
Now, I'm not even sure if I'm going/have the mood to go...(I want to go, it's just...wrong, when something so important like this crops up and I have to seriously consider forsaking Simian for my family)
And just now, I think I am not suited for those kind of events. But thing is, I'm in it.
I'm tired, fed up of all these.
My mind wandered quite far tonight, thinking, what's wrong with all these people?
What's feeding them? I think they are all weird.
It really is, just me against the world tonight.
Maybe it's just the hormones driving my mind insane.
But whatever it is, I am a Super Grouch this entire week.
Something is happening back at home.
And I don't know what is it, but as far as I know, it has got something to do with me.
My mom's acting all weird, my brother's losing his sanity, and so am I.
Breaking down at the thought of a deep dark secret I told her when my brother was in Korea?
I absolutely do not recall anything like that. (Deep dark secret?!)
What exactly is affecting my mom that is affecting the rest of us?!
It's only mid-week and the apprehension is killing me.
My mom's acting all weird, calling me up more than usual.
I wasn't intending to go home this Friday for Simian.
But now, such mysterious family problem happening, I may have to detract from my intended course. I don't know.
And all I was looking forward to this week, was to see Natasha on Friday night. To see a familiar face, someone who never fails to make me laugh when I'm with her.
Now, I'm not even sure if I'm going/have the mood to go...(I want to go, it's just...wrong, when something so important like this crops up and I have to seriously consider forsaking Simian for my family)
And just now, I think I am not suited for those kind of events. But thing is, I'm in it.
I'm tired, fed up of all these.
My mind wandered quite far tonight, thinking, what's wrong with all these people?
What's feeding them? I think they are all weird.
It really is, just me against the world tonight.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Argh
My back aches like fuck.
I feel like an old lady.
All I want to do is lie on my bed.
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie.
Fuck you period!
I feel like an old lady.
All I want to do is lie on my bed.
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie.
Fuck you period!
Come Next Friday
Come next friday, I cannot wait.
It will be Simian Night (:
I foresee a massive crowd to turn up. Massive.
The other huge significance is, that the heaviest week of my entire Year 1 Semester 1, will be over.
Gone will be, COM 205 Group Presentation, HE 191 Quiz, EE 8091 Quiz, COM 203 Quiz.
If I manage all these well and proper, Friday will be my very much well-deserved break.
An improper prelude to the shut-door cramming hermit I intend to be. Just before Final Exam papers blow me off my short-lived happiness.
And of course, Camera Obscura to look forward to.
Today marks a huge personal improvement for me.
I am glad I managed to control my fear and negativity, disallowed them to take me over.
I did it. My personal best.
Just to recap, I pretty much enjoyed the company for RSG.
I like the dress I wore, but it's a tad too short, and some stitches are actually falling apart ):
Honestly, I am looking forward to Simian, very much in fact. The euphoria I will be experiencing after the most monstrous week of Sem 1.
Bye now, Mosaics, I will eat you up tonight.
It will be Simian Night (:
I foresee a massive crowd to turn up. Massive.
The other huge significance is, that the heaviest week of my entire Year 1 Semester 1, will be over.
Gone will be, COM 205 Group Presentation, HE 191 Quiz, EE 8091 Quiz, COM 203 Quiz.
If I manage all these well and proper, Friday will be my very much well-deserved break.
An improper prelude to the shut-door cramming hermit I intend to be. Just before Final Exam papers blow me off my short-lived happiness.
And of course, Camera Obscura to look forward to.
Today marks a huge personal improvement for me.
I am glad I managed to control my fear and negativity, disallowed them to take me over.
I did it. My personal best.
Just to recap, I pretty much enjoyed the company for RSG.
I like the dress I wore, but it's a tad too short, and some stitches are actually falling apart ):
Honestly, I am looking forward to Simian, very much in fact. The euphoria I will be experiencing after the most monstrous week of Sem 1.
Bye now, Mosaics, I will eat you up tonight.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Hating School
I wish people will stop saying I look like her.
I don't want to look like her.
We don't look alike.
Far from it, in fact.
Argh.
I don't want to look like her.
We don't look alike.
Far from it, in fact.
Argh.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Shut The Fuck Up!!!
They say Home is a destination for solace.
A place you come back to, to seek refuge away from the fast-paced urban city life.
Let your heart rest, and absorb the peaceful silence.
This Home, is not mine to be.
I just wish my mom will stop making herself miserable.
I just wish my dad will tell all the fucking truth.
Why can't they seek professional help?
Why can't these problems ever been fucking solved or even come close to an improvement?!
At such times, even a divorce does not sound like a bad solution to me.
Why does every single day with my family have to culminate into raging tension and deafening quarrels.
I love my parents, but they are breaking my heart.
I just wish...we could be a family again.
A place you come back to, to seek refuge away from the fast-paced urban city life.
Let your heart rest, and absorb the peaceful silence.
This Home, is not mine to be.
I just wish my mom will stop making herself miserable.
I just wish my dad will tell all the fucking truth.
Why can't they seek professional help?
Why can't these problems ever been fucking solved or even come close to an improvement?!
At such times, even a divorce does not sound like a bad solution to me.
Why does every single day with my family have to culminate into raging tension and deafening quarrels.
I love my parents, but they are breaking my heart.
I just wish...we could be a family again.
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