Just A Little Mindfucked Lately

So, is this it?

Something unpredictable and unexpected happened last night.
A tiny moment, a truckload of questions.
Along with confusion.
Was it just on impulse?
Or did it mean something?

I wouldn't know, until I ask.
But...it's not the right time yet.
Will there ever be a time to pop the question?
I don't quite think so.

Just a little mindfucked lately.

Hmm.

I act like shit don't phase me,

Inside it drives me crazy

My insecurities could eat me alive.

How apt.

My Mexico Address

Hola amigos & amigas!

If you feel like it,

drop me a snail mail/postcard @:

CASTELAR 1822 OTE

COL ROMA MONTERREY

MONTERREY, N.L., NL

C.P. 64700-CR-64821

thannnkksss, appreciated.

if you want a postcard from mexico, let me know!!! :) i'll figure it out!

freezing in mexico.

it's 4 degrees now by the way.

Pa

I felt like my daddy just aged 20 years in a blink of an eye.

):

I love you, Pa.

Please try to stay healthy.

I Am Burning.

All of the boys and the girls here, in Paris.
Sing to the night without sight, but with madness.
I can't keep up, I'm a wreck, but I want it.
Tell me the truth, is it love or just Paris?

My heart is yearning, but Paris is burning.
Paris is burning all night long.
My heart is dreaming, but Paris is screaming.
Paris is screaming all night long.

Kids in the street drinking wine, on the sidewalk.
Saving the plans that we made, 'till its night time.
Give me your glass, its your last, you're too wasted.
Or get me one too, 'cause I'm due any tasting.

I've lost my way, its hard to find it through.
I see the night, but im lost outside of you.
I've lost my way, its hard to find it through.
I see the night, but im lost outside of you

COM206 shoot is down. COM 225 shoot tomorrow and Sunday.

Woah.

My stomach aches suddenly.

I cannot wait for Sunday, & I probably bitched about people 10 million times more than I usually have.

Karma, break a leg please.

Stomach, aches.

Bangkok & Mexico, wait for me.

Do not disappoint.

Heartbreaker

Remember when, I caught your eye,
You gave me rainbows, and butterflies,
We did enjoy, a happiness,
When our love was over, I was such a mess,
I smiled at you, and you smiled back,
That's when I new, there's no turning back,
You said you loved me, and I did too,
Although it's over, I still love you

You're in my mind, you're in my heart,
I wish I knew, right from the start,
All my friends say, you'd break my heart,
A heartbreaker, right from the start.

I tried to fight it, I tried so hard,
And everyday I'd pray to God,
That you an me, were meant to be,
But you had another, you had a lover,
And now it's gone, I don't know why,
I feel like crying, just wanna die,
I can't look at you, and you know why,
Know I tried so hard, to catch your eye

You're in my mind, you're in my heart,
I wish I knew, right from the start,
All my friends say, you'd break my heart,
A heartbreaker, right from the start.

I Change Shapes Just To Hide In This Place

Then I stopped dreaming, now I'm supposed to fill it up with something, something, something.

Something.

Friday - Sleep, Skip lesson

Saturday - Sleep, Heavenly Kings, Seven with Sinema (WOAH FANGIRL MIAO ARISE AGAIN DAY)

Sunday - Study (a little little bit), Aoki/Diplo (waste maahhh timeee)

Monday - Sleep, try to study (aiyah fangirl miao please die, you're distracting me)

ACADEMIC SUICIDE

By the way, I tweet now (miaoelectric)

Just because.