this is my life projekt

B I L L I E H O L I D A Y

2011-07-26T10:53:00.000-07:00

As a matter of opinion I think he's tops. My opinion is he's the cream of the crop. As a matter of taste to be exact, he's my dear as a matter of fact. No muscle-bound man can tear me away from my guy.

What do you fear?

2010-09-11T07:01:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I wonder why people fear loneliness. Or rather doing things alone.

Is it that difficult?

Maybe that's why I am a loner (no, I'm not being emo, just being factual) and I'm not ashamed about that or affected by it.

I don't see why being alone is seen with such disdain.

What's wrong with eating alone? What's wrong with going to classes alone?

Have we always grown up with such dependency? Were we brought up that way?

Come to think of it, yes probably. Most of us at least.

I actually like being alone. 'Me time' is an essential in my life. I spend too much time with myself than with others. But I see nothing wrong with it. I can't help myself but see others in a different light when I see them so dependent on friends :/ I have to say I view this behaviour as a human weakness and the clingyness kind of irks me.

So I would love to say "Don't judge me", but I'm sure you already have.

All the way, Mexican!

2010-08-22T12:16:00.000-07:00

So lately, I have been noticing an odd pattern of my life.
Everytime the weekend comes, all I want to do is to stay and laze at home, no kidding.
For 3 straight nights, Friday to Sunday!
And when Monday comes, I am dying/itching to get out of the house! So I make plans plans plans!
I guess, I have unknowingly switched the original weekend to weekdays!
And lately, anything Mexico-related gets me ticking.

I have caught Sin Nombre, finally. & I have to say, it's good, it's good! Edgar Flores was sooo good in it! And now, my new fascination is Julieta Venegas, a 40 year old Mexican singer! I think her genre of music falls into pop, it's really ear-warming and endearing. Best of it all, she doesn't look 40! her age, unlike most ageing Mexicans I have seen. Good stuff, her videos are pretty vintage-style and cute too. You must have noticed, my recent catchphrase is "gooood stuff". Can't stop saying it.

So yes, I am hoping I will finally get my world map tomorrow! Either from Page One or National Geographic, but they are both from National Geographic (just need to verify the prices) and it will finally be up on my wall!

Now, I'm torn. Should I think of Europe (Easter Europe) but of course after visiting Weilin's exhibition in London! or LatinAmerica. for grad trip. I talk like it's definitely going to happen but oh well. Talk is cheap, but it keeps me happy.

Buenas noches, mis corazons.

A 5am ramble

2010-08-15T13:29:00.000-07:00

It has not even been a full month since my homecoming.
Yet, all I feel now is that, I have never left Singapore.
The oddity.

2 more weeks till school resumes.
It feels brand new, I feel brand new. That's what I have been telling everyone.
I am excited to go back to school, I like going to school.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not your neighbourhood nerd, I just like going to school, minus the books.
The modules that I will be taking actually seems interesting, but let's not hope to disappoint.

So, Mexico.
The only thing I have on my mind to talk about is a person: Uggo.
I met him on the very first day I went solo in Mexico, La Paz.
I went searching for this particular tour office, and voila! He was the one on shift.
I blabbered and rambled due to my extreme anxiety of being a lone tourist.
He entertained and humoured.
And we hung out along with his wifey MonC and queer friends the day I attended the tour with them, which was 3 -5 days later.
So, that's how the acquaintenceship began.
And it's funny, I know I'm not hitting the point straight. It's just so different how we lead our lives. Yes I know, the world is vast, forgive my naive statement.

So Uggo and MonC, well I assume they have been dating since forever.
They live together with Uggo's parents, but apart, meaning they kind of get their privacy.
That night, I believe, was the first time I visited a Mexican house. Well, Uggo isn't exactly well off. Their place was sparse, with unfinished concrete. But the lovely couple lived so self-sufficiently together. I visited their bathroom, I wasn't shocked, but it was just so unexpected. Uggo is 24 and MonC's 25. They live their lives like teenagers in love, carefree & wild. They are unofficially 'married'. They live like husband and wife, refers to each other's families as in-laws and such.
& I am 21. We are worlds apart.

Just last night, Uggo IM-ed me that MonC's pregnant. His facebook and MSN were filled with sheer excitement of becoming a father. Words from the horse's mouth was "I feel weird but I am excited". Initially, I was at a complete loss. Was it supposed to be good or bad news? But judging from his excitement, I guess it's good. So I went and said, along with so many others "Felicidadessss!" They are having a baby, but they aren't getting married.

Point is, if a friend of mine in Singapore got pregnant, I believe the first thing we think about is...SHITTTT! pardon me, but I couldn't find a better word. and not CONGRATULATIONS! The irony, and the idea of not getting married when you're going to have a baby! An unexpected baby when you're 24?! that's a pretty hard hit to stomach, but they seem to be welcoming the little one with wide open arms.

Worlds Apart.

Okay, I know, I didn't hit an exact point. It's just HOW DIFFERENT perceptions are and I just had to tell a story at 5am.

How The Heart Bends

2010-07-02T23:48:00.001-07:00

In just 10 hours, I will be seeing my parents after a full 6 months.
Oh, what will they say?
My little girl is all grown up now.
:)

Mi Corazon

2010-06-30T23:01:00.000-07:00

Never thought I would feel like this,
but yes I do,
I left my heart in Mexico.

Sean was right from the beginning,
the person I will miss the most in Mexico,
is Mimi.
So damn right he is.

I'm Going Crazy, Crazy, Over You Baby!

2010-06-27T23:39:00.000-07:00

Barely 24 hours have I left Monterrey, Mexico.
& I'm going to join the club of those who says: GODDAMNIT I MISS MEXICO!
Count me in, I can't deny it.
It's actually hitting me harder than I imagined it would.
Oddly.

The past 10 days of going solo was simply unforgettable.
The kinds of people I met along the way & the crappiest situation I found myself in.
It was good, I felt alive, somehow, somewhat.

When the end came, I realised, Mexico is much more beautiful than I had initially thought it to be.
One day, I will be back.
Cross my heart & hope to die.
I will tour the Americas, one day.

Just A Little Mindfucked Lately

2010-04-03T22:46:00.000-07:00

So, is this it?

Something unpredictable and unexpected happened last night.
A tiny moment, a truckload of questions.
Along with confusion.
Was it just on impulse?
Or did it mean something?

I wouldn't know, until I ask.
But...it's not the right time yet.
Will there ever be a time to pop the question?
I don't quite think so.

Just a little mindfucked lately.

Hmm.

2010-01-31T22:08:00.001-08:00

I act like shit don't phase me,

Inside it drives me crazy

My insecurities could eat me alive.

How apt.

My Mexico Address

2010-01-07T19:28:00.000-08:00

Hola amigos & amigas!

If you feel like it,

drop me a snail mail/postcard @:

CASTELAR 1822 OTE

COL ROMA MONTERREY

MONTERREY, N.L., NL

C.P. 64700-CR-64821

thannnkksss, appreciated.

if you want a postcard from mexico, let me know!!! :) i'll figure it out!

freezing in mexico.

it's 4 degrees now by the way.

Pa

2009-11-09T09:33:00.000-08:00

I felt like my daddy just aged 20 years in a blink of an eye.

I love you, Pa.

Please try to stay healthy.

I Am Burning.

2009-10-30T10:42:00.000-07:00

All of the boys and the girls here, in Paris.
Sing to the night without sight, but with madness.
I can't keep up, I'm a wreck, but I want it.
Tell me the truth, is it love or just Paris?

My heart is yearning, but Paris is burning.
Paris is burning all night long.
My heart is dreaming, but Paris is screaming.
Paris is screaming all night long.

Kids in the street drinking wine, on the sidewalk.
Saving the plans that we made, 'till its night time.
Give me your glass, its your last, you're too wasted.
Or get me one too, 'cause I'm due any tasting.

I've lost my way, its hard to find it through.
I see the night, but im lost outside of you.
I've lost my way, its hard to find it through.
I see the night, but im lost outside of you

COM206 shoot is down. COM 225 shoot tomorrow and Sunday.

Woah.

My stomach aches suddenly.

I cannot wait for Sunday, & I probably bitched about people 10 million times more than I usually have.

Karma, break a leg please.

Stomach, aches.

Bangkok & Mexico, wait for me.

Do not disappoint.

Heartbreaker

2009-10-10T02:12:00.000-07:00

Remember when, I caught your eye,
You gave me rainbows, and butterflies,
We did enjoy, a happiness,
When our love was over, I was such a mess,
I smiled at you, and you smiled back,
That's when I new, there's no turning back,
You said you loved me, and I did too,
Although it's over, I still love you

You're in my mind, you're in my heart,
I wish I knew, right from the start,
All my friends say, you'd break my heart,
A heartbreaker, right from the start.

I tried to fight it, I tried so hard,
And everyday I'd pray to God,
That you an me, were meant to be,
But you had another, you had a lover,
And now it's gone, I don't know why,
I feel like crying, just wanna die,
I can't look at you, and you know why,
Know I tried so hard, to catch your eye

You're in my mind, you're in my heart,
I wish I knew, right from the start,
All my friends say, you'd break my heart,
A heartbreaker, right from the start.

I Change Shapes Just To Hide In This Place

2009-09-21T02:26:00.000-07:00

Then I stopped dreaming, now I'm supposed to fill it up with something, something, something.

Something.

Friday - Sleep, Skip lesson

Saturday - Sleep, Heavenly Kings, Seven with Sinema (WOAH FANGIRL MIAO ARISE AGAIN DAY)

Sunday - Study (a little little bit), Aoki/Diplo (waste maahhh timeee)

Monday - Sleep, try to study (aiyah fangirl miao please die, you're distracting me)

ACADEMIC SUICIDE

By the way, I tweet now (miaoelectric)

Just because.

School Blues

2009-08-10T10:05:00.000-07:00

Hello all or to no one in particular.

The new semester begins in approximately 8 hours. I cannot sleep.

Anxiety? Excitement?

Not sure, but I'm defin

itely overwhelmed. Every new semester, or academic year, (I presume) feels like it's going to be as disoriented as tonight.

How does it feel?

It feels like it's the very first day I'm attending school (any levels of education). To adjust, adapt, meet and befriend new people.

I am feeling so disoriented, coupled with my messy room, things everywhere, mind everywhere, thoughts everywhere mood. I cannot do anything right now. ):

But I made junebug a card which I am passing to her tomorrow! It's a surprise and I'm writing it here. Hawhaw, let's just hope she doesn't reads this in the next 24 hours.

And I totally wrote a letter for my mortal. It is so awesome. But I shall name no one or details. I am just pysched for a wacky reply, hopefully.

Now here to entertain myself, and maybe you.

CHECK OUT MAH NEW HAIR, KIDZZZ!

I'm So Stupid

2009-07-14T09:23:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha I just realised I posted my home address for the World Wide Web to see.
I Not (So) Stupid.

Okay, so I had a delightful birthday celebration(s) with friends. (love you all long time)
And I'm feeling lazy to type. But thank you all! You know who you are. Strawberries from my colleague, Tiffany! Cat book from Mavis, Gaylords and Weiliang. Aiyah Sarah Rod, Dessy, Ruilong, Angel, Liwen, Alicia, Wei lin, Qianqian. And everyone whom I may have missed. Of course my family (my brother who says he will get me Blackberry in Septemeber, yah right)

& I think it's pretty cool I'm learning on the job. Although I think it's a little intimidating for myself, because I seem too over eager to learn that I appear like I am desperate 'to rise'. But I'm honestly not, I just want to learn, want to be productive and not 'zuo bo', and it's easier to kill time that way too. hahaha my rice bowl story has travelled far and wide.

Anyway, moderator for a Talkback! Session. I.AM.TERRIFIED. (I can do it!)
Uhh.

Postcards from All Over The World!
This time San Francisco(left no name, I think it's Wenxu) and Norway(the fabulous DS who calls himself my awesome friend).
And postcrossing...I still have yet to send 2. and 2 that I have sent, have reached their destinations (Finland and Germany!)
Let's hope I get one postcard soon from a postcrosser!
Whoopee!

Tokyo Oy!

2009-07-05T09:44:00.000-07:00

I have to say this holiday has been rather fulfilling, in the sense that I am pretty much occcupied in a balanced manner. With work and play, that is. I'm contented. And awfully touched by the people around me!

Sunday, today.
Lunch with Halphas, don't really wanna go all OG but I can't help it.
I'm not saying we are a tight bunch, but the group's dynamics never fails to bring out a decent amount of chatter and laughter.
Chia Heng got me a snack from Tokyo Disneyland (souvenir/birthday gift). Which I honestly did not expect. And the OG also bought me The Sims 3 for my birthday!

Aww...
I feel fortunate/lucky/loved.
And I apologise if my 'showing off' just made you belch. HAWHAW.

Thank You Everybody!
(Hearts all over the world tonight, Hah!)

And in case you are wondering, yes the narcissistic nature in me has indeed increased exponentially. Explains the Photo Booth shots lately.

Postcards from All Over The World

2009-07-04T09:42:00.000-07:00

My postcard frenzy shall start.
This is the first, from Kevin when he was in London.
Await the next, from Daosheng in Norway!

Excite.

Snap Back

2009-04-24T07:26:00.000-07:00

I am now officially progressing to Year Two. No longer a freshman, haha.

So the exams are finally over, and I'm so glad.
A worry-free long holiday ahead of me, or maybe not.
At least academic wise, it will be worry-free.

I'm back at home, haha. Hall was my shelter. Exams & studies were outlets for me to escape.
It's probably silly saying all these.
But now that I don't have to worry about my GPA at the moment, the harsher reality sets in.
Family matters.
I don't love hall, but it was a source for the escapism I sinfully indulged in. My family treated me better, don't get me wrong, I'm not being abused. But I'm sure you get my drift.
The short periods of weekends I spend at home, sets me free from the daily squabbles/arguments/screams in my home.
Now that I'm back, haha it's only right I face them. Doesn't help that the economic downturn policies are affecting my daddy. But hey, no sulking.
I'm honestly glad I'm home, with my family. I do miss them, even though my mom screams and shouts at me everyday and sets me at a agonizing mood every single day. I still love her. Despite me also raising my voice at her. It's like the things they do, I wanna show them how much I appreciate & treasure them. I try to be nicer, words and actions, but they always come out wrongly. I know I get agitated easily. Ah well, I'm not phrasing my thoughts properly.
But yeah, I'm glad to be home, so I can spend more time with them, and make my parents happy, by just being there. Even though my mom pours all her menopause emotional shit on me.
Although I'm pretty affected, although it's the same old things.
GOT TO DO WHAT I GOT TO DO.

I shall pack/unpack the stuff I moved back plus my room. It's messy, dusty, filthy. Probably makes my mom feel better. Probably makes me feel better, therapeutic. hahaha!

Haha, on a side note my brother just asked me to accompany him to polyclinic. After a screamfest by my mom. That fat dick has got high cholestrol, my brother is obese, needs a checkup before his NS. And so I am going to start swimming during the holidays as well!!! For healhy and beauty.

And back to what I was saying. My heart aches when I see my daddy's frail and stiff body. My heart aches when I see my mom's fury taking its toll on her health. But all they think about is money. I feel bad. I don't feel like typing anymore. I wish I can do something more for my parents.

So anyway, the bottomline is I AM LOOKING FOR A HOLIDAY JOB!!! I cannot wait to start working, and I can only do it after my cambodia trip (which I am feeling very fucking guilty about because of the extremely recent happenings to the family situation). So I just hope I can do more for my parents, lighten their burden. So I can contribute to lighten the load. Give my parents 50-50 of the pay that I hope I get. So I'm thinking...should I still ask around for production-related jobs or others. Haven't come to a decision yet, so I won't be asking the people I have in mind yet. Somehow, I have a hunch I will still end up doing production-related. Shall consider my choices first. I want to learn more things on the job as well.

Any lobangs after mid-May, call me okay!

Oh and I'm so glad I will be seeing Chow tomorrow night (should be at least). awesome possumzz. am sure glad I found a friend in her.

Tattoo, or not?

2009-03-25T06:22:00.000-07:00

Starrr Guitar's ringing in my head.

Tattoo, always at the back of my head.
But the spur came on again, thinking about it.
In the beginning, I always thought I want a simple star design somewhere small, a little obscure.
Then, I came across this tattoo.

A kitty! Haha, with angelic wings. And maybe a little bit of clouds around.
It looked really pretty, like My Protector.

Anyhow, it's time to study Espanol.

If I had a wish

2009-03-24T11:56:00.000-07:00

All I would ask for right now will be this

Then, I will be the most contented lady.

You're Sinking Below

2009-03-22T09:49:00.000-07:00

I settled my weary self in the lecture theatre. Restless fingers twirling the blue pen in my right hand. My shifty eyes darted all sides and corners and then I saw you walk in.
Your hourglass silhouette, clasped in the oversized sweater.
Cheekily, your deep-valley cleavage peered out where horny boys would love to snuggle and rub their noses in at the first chance.
I sat there, checked you out.
Your hips, yours breasts, your neck...then your face.

I realised how ugly you suddenly looked to me. And the sight of your face utterly disgust me.
My body cringed as I see you engage in your friendly girlfriends better with the person behind me.
There, I couldn't bear to look at your face for the rest of the night.

Today...

2009-03-18T10:34:00.000-07:00

Someone whom I have not spoken to in a long while, told me
"Look after --- ---, ok?"
"She's special."

I think, it's wonderful, how they both are special to me.
& I will look after her, for you.

Because It's Magic, It Really Is.

2009-03-14T10:33:00.000-07:00

Friday, I'm in love.
For sho, shizzle mah nizzle.

Have you ever been in love?
In the longest time, it was true love, all over again.
Lovefoxx, she's magical.
She's amazing.

It's like, I want to relive last night, over and over.
And mob her ten times more!
Hahaha!

What is love?
She is love.

P M S

2009-02-27T04:55:00.000-08:00

I feel so upset now,
so upset that I want to bawl my eyes out over my dad's wrongly-prepared asparagus dish
):

Sigh, I was looking forward to the asparagus all week long.
So disappointed I want to cry.
Fuck. PMS.

What Made My Day

2009-02-12T03:13:00.000-08:00

Today is a happy day.
I was at Canteen 16 for dinner tonight.

#1. The Noodles Aunty stared at me and said:

"Wah so cute! Your hair!"

#2. The Western Food store Uncle when serving my food commented:

"Your hair very nice. I also want to dye like yours. Is it very fashionable now?"

#3. A female stranger at the drinks stall beside me asked:

"Where did you get your hair done?"
"Um, Far East Plaza."
"It's very nice."

:D :D :D :D :D :D

How much more could I ask for? It means so much more because they are strangers.

Hahaha!

2009-02-07T02:23:00.001-08:00

My brother was helping me churn out questions for my 204 interview. He digressed in his typing when I was away brushing my teeth. Guess what greeted me in my MS Word document when I got back?

6. Are you gay?
7. Do you like boys?
8. How big is your penis?
9. Do you drive to look for whores in geylang, or say Changi Village?
10. How big is your son’s penis?
11. Do you advocate inbreeding?
12. Is your penis still working?
13. Do you still have sex with your wife, or do you still have sex with someone else?
14. Have you tried anal sex?
15. Have you been fucked in the ass, HARD?
16. CO0o0o0o0o0o0o0oL.

CB. Damn funny.

.

2009-01-31T03:28:00.001-08:00

Cheebye
FUCK YOU BROTHER!
FUCK OFF KANINA!

Oh Don't You Let Me Go Tonight

2009-01-28T10:58:00.000-08:00

http://www.vimeo.com/2993894

Lykke Li's live rendition of Tonight.
Black & White
So raw, so powerful.

Link may not exist after a while.

And I can't wait for tomorrow, oh tomorrow.

Argh!

2009-01-25T05:21:00.000-08:00

Fuck off, bitch.
My brother is such a fucking jerk at times.
Hope ALEXIS BREAKS UP WITH YOU AGAIN FUCKER!!!
GO AND DIE!

Skins

2009-01-20T07:55:00.000-08:00

DO NOT READ AHEAD (SKINS SPOILERS!!!)

I'm finally done with Skins Season 1 & 2.
I really enjoyed this drama. Sid was my favourite character all along throughout Season 1, till he fucked Michelle in Season 2. Nono, Michelle is a pathetic slut. But you know, the geeks always get the girls (wait, but Michelle isn't even HOT...).
Tony grew more endearing in Season 2 with the bus crash and brain damage (??), unlike in Season 1, I loathe Tony for being such a man-slut with the utterly gruesome Abigail. But Tony's smart, the smartest one among the gang, that's where his attraction lies in. Tony's sincerity and vulnerability in Season 2 changed my mind. He's not that bad after all.
Cassie was just pure love-hate all the time. Her episode in Season one, the perpetual state of fantasy and un-reality, was a pure delight to watch. But yeah, she's still the one character I cannot decide whether to love or to hate.
Anwar, grew to like him in Season 2, the annoyingly funny guy, and his best friend, Maxxie!
Maxxie and his passion (and gayness), !!! I like, that kind of gentle soul.
My ultimate favourites will therefore go to JAL & CHRIS. Yes, Chris the junkie, the hero in the show. Chris's character is amazing, and so lovable. I really adore the friendship Cassie and Chris shares at the end. Chris 4evaaaa!!! And Jal, the most sensible girl.

Yep, it's true. Skins characters really do grow on you, each and every one of them.

They Won't Get Me

2009-01-19T08:53:00.000-08:00

Nights like these,

I wonder who to call...

No, I won't let them get me.

Whaddup!

2009-01-06T04:38:00.000-08:00

Haha school hasn't really sunk in yet with no tutorials for the first week.
So, I've been cooping myself in hall, trying to get designs out (which I have totally no experience and software to do so) So yes, I will only officially start studying proper next week because there's so many commitments I need to fulfil.
Oh how much I loathe canvassing.
Love how the guy's expression is in this video. Somehow, it really captivates me.

I Wanna, I Wanna Get Close To You

2008-12-28T11:06:00.000-08:00

Okay, my flight's in 4 hours.
FIRST TIME taking budget flight!!!
Anyway, shall post another video. It's a soundtrack from Boy Culture.
Joey from Boy Culture, is so cute. (what an overused phrase, but what to do...)
He also reminds me of somebody in real life.
Okk, looking forward to my HAIR CUT when I get back!
Yeessaaazzz!

To Live, To Learn, To Love In The Major Key

2008-12-28T06:56:00.000-08:00

My finances are running dry... ):
Okay so year 2009 is creeping up, and no I will not be in Singapore to say HAPPY NEW YEAR to all you folks. I will be in Bangkok.
So to sum it up, year 2008 has been a year full of adjustments in almost every aspect of my life.
Suddenly, I don't feel like typing much.
I shall just end the year with happy memories, and TRASH THOSE BADASS ONES AWAY!
Yup yup and leave you people here a music video, which I cannot stop listening to lately.
Happy Early New Year All! <3

Tonight Sucked, Big Time

2008-12-27T13:46:00.001-08:00

Fucking retards, really don't understand why these people do such things...
What fucking minds do they have, terrorising girls in clubs. FUCK YOU BITCHES!
I hate it when these guys act the way they do, thinking they're oh so cool.
Like _l_, IN YOUR FACE!
I can't help it, but get disturbed, REALLY DISTURBED.
Yah yah I know I'm sheltered, that such things ALWAYS happens in real life, but honestly, girls aren't crap for these bastards to trample over. FUCK YOU ONCE MORE ASSHOLES!
I'm so bummed out by these bastards right now, better sleep it over soon.
Totally ruined my mood.
On the whole, tonight my virgin Lo-Fi experience, was fucked up.
I think Home Club should stop giving free flow, they attract the worst behaved crowds ever.
These people should be hanged, for playing with little girls' mind, traumatising them.
I curse them to GO&DIE THEN ROT IN HELL, MOTHERFUCKERS!!!
Argghhh!!!
Music was so-so tonight for me. No mood to SHAKE MY BOOTY (hah! as if I ever do, I mean the shake the booty part)
It was nice talking to people who weren't shaking their booties too.
And as usual, watching my brother's friends interacting. I think my brother has the most adorable friends ever.

At least Friday night was awesome.
I had a total blast, because Wei Lin & Natasha were there! (Hard luck getting another opportunity like that) not that I did not enjoyed Chow's & Xinyi's company too!
Enjoyed myself alot! :D :D :D

Do You Damage

2008-12-25T15:08:00.000-08:00

Finally recalled,
the movie was American History X.
And I watched Mamma Mia! a little till Megavideo became a bitch with its bandwith shizzz.

So more to add to the list!
1) Completed Run, Fat Boy, Run - yeay to heartwarming family happy stories
2) Boy Culture - SO MANY HOT GAYS SWARMING MY SCREEN! But I it was an enjoyable show, decent.

So it is 7.10am, and I shall head to bed in no time.
Whizzz

Movies, Films, Movies, Films, Movieees...

2008-12-25T11:19:00.000-08:00

I watched so many movies in such a short span of time. I actually sacrificed sleep for them!
Haha nah, I just got carried away and the light of dawn started breaking halfway into my 2nd movie.
So what I caught:
1. Left For Dead (what the fuck, I thought it had something to do with the computer game L4D!!!)
2. Babel (unexpectedly disappointing)
3. Lie With Me ( it's full of sex scenes, but the movie is so much more than that, and each time Lover's Spit plays during the movie, my heart wrenches with bittersweet sorrow...but I watched the English-dubbed version, which was fucking horribly not in sync with the dialogue, but can't find the subtitled one for so long!)
4. Run, Fat Boy, Run (still in the midst of watching!)
5. The first movie I watched, can't remember what it is. :/

So anyhow, a Merry Merry Christmas to all!
My Christmas eve was a draaaggg, watching people making themselves little whores/manwhores for the night, just bumming around really. And of course, wearing my Santa hat throughout the night, so I can indulge in Christmas in my small little frame of the world.

Christmas day itself was playing Lan (L4D & TF2) in a horrible connection lan games place.
Sucked. But L4D was fun. And eating Petai @ Simpang Bedok, with pathetic countable pieces of petai hidden like goddamn treasures in a pile of Ikan Bilis.
What a waste of $$$!

Probably going Beat! tomorrow.
Only thing to look forward to, for the end of the week.
And I still have tonnes of unfulfilled tasks to do.
Ohwell.

Because Because

2008-12-22T07:16:00.000-08:00

Wednesday was Ladies night with Amirah & Saffy & Saffy's cousin
Thursday was HongKong Cafe with Amirah because I had to return Saffy's belongings, I will eat the Mango dessert soon!
Friday was me being Daddy's girl, watching Ip Man (I dig HK actors so damn much) with Dad & Brother, then impromptu Beat! with Chow.
Rum&Coke was a dizzy combination for just the both of us. Met familiar faces, spewed the deadliest, most evil passing judgments we ever did for a very long time (at least it applies to me)
I had much fun, even though it was just the lonely duo of us. Haha.
Chitty chat till dawn breaks, like literally. Haha amazing, haven't done that in a long long time.
Saturday was...Switch! with Nigel, Xinyi & Tzen. Didn't quite enjoy the Guest DJ's spins unfortunately. Had BK Eating House Specialty Mee Sua, I want to eat again! Always getting hit by hunger pangs almost every minute of the day.
All these brings me to Sunday, played Left For Dead in a Lan Shop! (It has really been a while), quite exciting, zombie game hahaha!
Monday=stay home day.
So in a nutshell, these are what I have done the past few days.

Ooh, Wei Lin's back! :D
Hahaha & my brother's going out with a dumb airhead now (I just had to do it, although this puts me in a light of being a mean bitch, eew I dislike her that much, even though I barely know her)
Awesome !
Oh I ate like more than 30 mushrooms in a span of 2 days! 18 big portobello mushrooms :D

You Cut Me Open & I

2008-12-15T10:36:00.000-08:00

So holidays, more or less halfway GONE!
):
Today, I had the worst-tasting fishballs I have ever ate in my entire life.
Argh.
So I've met up with Natasha & Chowchow.
Watched a documentary film at the Arts House (New Realist Cinema) about AIDS in China.
Depressing, everything they speak is about death. And their kids are so so beautiful.
Looking forward to tomorrow & Wednesday!
:D :D :D

So bored...

2008-12-04T08:18:00.000-08:00

Today, had Performing Arts subcomm meeting in town.
Caught The Beast Stalker with my parents! (:
And I want to show the world my current favourite sweater!
Hahaha! This is what I wore today, I think the lookbook frenzy has gotten to me.

Anyhow, I feel broke because I know there are alot of things that I am going to spend on!!!

$#@&^#*

Tired ):

Wow

2008-12-03T02:45:00.000-08:00

I have never come across such a 12-year-old grown up.
http://tavi-thenewgirlintown.blogspot.com

Anyway, I just bought a white canvas loafers online!
I hope the seller sells to me. (:

It's Not Over Yet

2008-11-20T07:40:00.000-08:00

But I am already feeling the excitement!
Of holidays!
Ooh Christmas is coming as well.
My mind is simply bursting with SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO, and SO MANY THINGS I NEED TO DO

I want to:
1) Watch Isabella (old movie)
2) Watch Wild Child
3) Watch Angus, Thongs & Snogging
4) Catch up with people I have not met since...
ie. Natasha, Qianya, Alicia, Hilary&friends (I think Chowchow is very cute!), Sophia&Justin who are flying off to Melbourne soon! Jiang Jael, oh no terrible...
5) Shopping (alot of things on my mind now NOWNOW)

Okay I decided to organise my thoughts with pen&paper so I shall not type it here, at least not now.
OMGAAHH haha im like bidding, on ebay!
Noob but the dresses are really pretty. I hope the people not outbid me at the very last minute.
100 plus for 2 dresses, I must be crazy right.
Ohwell.
& I don't think I am going to watch Stars. It sucks when everyone else around me is going.
I can't share the joy, the happiness!

Nvrmind save save save for the holidays! Before I get stuck in NTU for another entire semester.
& save for Mosaic, although I have not decided which acts I want to attend.
Hmm...
Well ohwell.

EXCITED!!!

2008-11-14T00:00:00.000-08:00

OMGGGG
excited!
PA for some MTV thing?!

OMG hahahaha I am really excited.
Yah I'm forever stuck in PA level.
But I feel there is still so much more for me to learn being a PA.
To become a SUPER PA before proceeding to the higher ranks in EBM.

AHHHHHHH
$#!%!$&^%* excited!!!
30th Nov, 5th-8th Dec!

EXCITEEEEEDDDDD!!!

PA! this time for MTV!!!
should be slightly different from PA for TV dramas.

Excitement.
Okay, shut up.

Haha

2008-11-12T12:16:00.001-08:00

In the end, I caught a few episodes of The L Word.
My my i'ts been a long time.
And it's 420am now, I need to wake up at 845 for breakfast!
And Jenny Scheter is such a bitch, really.
Hated her since she started the entire season 1.
Bitch, goblok!

One Down

2008-11-12T07:59:00.000-08:00

Hi all,
I want to say I am very disappointed in myself today because I took my own damn bloody sweet time doing the KNNCCB econs paper (Which did not appear that hard to me at all) and so I ended up with fucking loads of blanks which probably going to cost me one grade down maybe two maybe three?!?!

And because this is the paper I have been studying so much for (relative & subjective, mind you.) OMG I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY!!! I just hope that my efforts will be paid off. And no, I am not feeling good right now because of the paper. Because I know I can do so much better if I had FILL IN ALL MY BLANKS!!! I feel like squeezing my brains into juices and eat them. Hahahaha yes, that's right, I am going insane!!! You hear me?! Insane?!!!

Okay, so it's over. Don't cry over spilt milk, right? So I have cried my share (not literally) and there. I'm over this phase. Taking this paper makes me feel like...

Q. I want to be a singer/in a band/rockstar/music goddess whatever you call it, why?
Ans: Because I want to not face any more exams, and just make music (I need to nurture my musical genius me first), and the best of all, make music videos! Make them the way Hot Chip makes it, make them the way Chemical brothers make it, make the craziest videos ever that ever appeared in this planet earth. Why, I think I don't even mind being a backstage dancer for them or any part of the video for that matter. Eradicate exams! (okay this is hyperbole shit, I do not really hate exams, I just need to let it out, LET IT OUT!) No wait, I shall leave the exams to exist in our world, and so those book people can look at me ROCKSTAR my life away!

And once again, I make no sense. I just had to type. I just had to do it.

And I discovered SOMEBODY! GayGod! on Youtube. What I can say is, he is so fucking damn cute and damn hot, never mind that he is gay. NEVER MIND. He is sooooooooooooo hoooooottttt! and I think I just allowed my groupie crush surface (after surpressing it for a long period of time to save my face from embarassment). HAHHAHA but he's really damn hot.

Okay, so because of my mood today. I absolutely have no mood no drive no motivation to kickstart me back into my studying momentum (not that I have been studying alot), but yes, I am so freaking bored, I want to do something entertaining, but I have NO IDEA what to do at all. But I have decided, finally, that I shall go do some personality quizzes, and entertain myself with those shit about myself (yeah I love myself, doesn't everybody?)

Bye, I will be, Better In Time.
Yes, I will.

Just Like A Star

2008-11-08T11:59:00.000-08:00

Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same
Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hand

BeatBox Puffer Fish

2008-11-02T20:50:00.000-08:00

I am so fucking screwed for my finals
But I still don't feel no sense of urgency
I should be studying but I am here, looking at music videos.

Please watch this, at least till you see the pufferfish do his thangggg!

Another Year

2008-11-01T01:55:00.000-07:00

Patience.
Halloween.
I will get to celebrate it proper one day!

Get Into The Swing!

2008-10-30T06:37:00.000-07:00

Haha so cute!
Okay now I am a lonely kid, without a roommate.
It's okay I better focus and get some work done.

And one good news is, I MAY BE ABLE TO GO JAPAN!!!!!!
maybe only, shall not be happy so early.
:D Japaannnn!!! Follow my brother's Catalog team (that's if they allow)
Jappann!! Nippon Island!!!

Okay I really have to start studying.

Ding

2008-10-25T04:09:00.000-07:00

Aiyaya.
SMD was a little disappointing for me ):
But I'm glad I went anyway, saw people I haven't seen in ages.
Like Hilary & Ci Wei! It's a feel good thing when you see old friends you want to see.
And Natasha was how...bailing out on us.

Okayzxz it's now down to serious shit.
Work.
Exams...in 3 weeks? or maybe less than that.

Halloween is coming!!!
I'm always excited for this festival, ALTHOUGH I do not celebrate it.
But it's something I WANT to celebrate.
Hurhur.

Okaybye.

Finally

2008-10-24T02:49:00.000-07:00

Tonight's The Night!

I am not as psyched/stoked/hyped as I thought I would be.
I had a terrible week.
And I hope tonight will not let me down.

Awesooommeeee, I should be getting to see Ness, Hilary & Natasha!
<3

SCREW YOU PAPER

2008-10-23T04:49:00.000-07:00

Argh fucking pissed.
FUCKING 203 test that I have been reading my eyes off their sockets for...
I FUCKING GOT ONLY 4 CORRECT!
KNNBCCB!

It's Just Me, Against The World

2008-10-22T07:30:00.000-07:00

This probably is my moodiest week ever.
Maybe it's just the hormones driving my mind insane.
But whatever it is, I am a Super Grouch this entire week.

Something is happening back at home.
And I don't know what is it, but as far as I know, it has got something to do with me.
My mom's acting all weird, my brother's losing his sanity, and so am I.
Breaking down at the thought of a deep dark secret I told her when my brother was in Korea?
I absolutely do not recall anything like that. (Deep dark secret?!)
What exactly is affecting my mom that is affecting the rest of us?!

It's only mid-week and the apprehension is killing me.
My mom's acting all weird, calling me up more than usual.
I wasn't intending to go home this Friday for Simian.
But now, such mysterious family problem happening, I may have to detract from my intended course. I don't know.
And all I was looking forward to this week, was to see Natasha on Friday night. To see a familiar face, someone who never fails to make me laugh when I'm with her.
Now, I'm not even sure if I'm going/have the mood to go...(I want to go, it's just...wrong, when something so important like this crops up and I have to seriously consider forsaking Simian for my family)

And just now, I think I am not suited for those kind of events. But thing is, I'm in it.
I'm tired, fed up of all these.
My mind wandered quite far tonight, thinking, what's wrong with all these people?
What's feeding them? I think they are all weird.

It really is, just me against the world tonight.

Argh

2008-10-14T23:58:00.000-07:00

My back aches like fuck.
I feel like an old lady.

All I want to do is lie on my bed.
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie.

Fuck you period!

Come Next Friday

2008-10-14T10:07:00.000-07:00

Come next friday, I cannot wait.
It will be Simian Night (:
I foresee a massive crowd to turn up. Massive.
The other huge significance is, that the heaviest week of my entire Year 1 Semester 1, will be over.
Gone will be, COM 205 Group Presentation, HE 191 Quiz, EE 8091 Quiz, COM 203 Quiz.
If I manage all these well and proper, Friday will be my very much well-deserved break.
An improper prelude to the shut-door cramming hermit I intend to be. Just before Final Exam papers blow me off my short-lived happiness.
And of course, Camera Obscura to look forward to.

Today marks a huge personal improvement for me.
I am glad I managed to control my fear and negativity, disallowed them to take me over.
I did it. My personal best.

Just to recap, I pretty much enjoyed the company for RSG.
I like the dress I wore, but it's a tad too short, and some stitches are actually falling apart ):
Honestly, I am looking forward to Simian, very much in fact. The euphoria I will be experiencing after the most monstrous week of Sem 1.

Bye now, Mosaics, I will eat you up tonight.

Hating School

2008-10-11T23:35:00.000-07:00

I wish people will stop saying I look like her.
I don't want to look like her.
We don't look alike.
Far from it, in fact.

Argh.

Over & Over

2008-10-05T06:41:00.001-07:00

Hot Chip members are sizzlezxz cuteness!!!
I Love Geeks.

Shut The Fuck Up!!!

2008-10-05T03:35:00.001-07:00

They say Home is a destination for solace.
A place you come back to, to seek refuge away from the fast-paced urban city life.
Let your heart rest, and absorb the peaceful silence.

This Home, is not mine to be.

I just wish my mom will stop making herself miserable.
I just wish my dad will tell all the fucking truth.
Why can't they seek professional help?
Why can't these problems ever been fucking solved or even come close to an improvement?!
At such times, even a divorce does not sound like a bad solution to me.

Why does every single day with my family have to culminate into raging tension and deafening quarrels.
I love my parents, but they are breaking my heart.

I just wish...we could be a family again.

I Used To

2008-09-28T02:05:00.000-07:00

I used to think the best of you
I used to see only the good in you

I used to miss you.

Voucher Splurge

2008-09-26T11:50:00.000-07:00

I uhh...used my Isetan vouchers on an Armani Xchange Cardigan.

HAHAHA! I think it was an impulsive buy.

But there's no going back.

Anyway Hall 12 Recess Time! This monday night!!! :D come and play chapteh! :D
And please wear your school uniforms!
I like a boy in school uniform, school uniform! (The Pipettes, I think)

Look What Mr Postman Did Today

2008-09-24T11:15:00.000-07:00

Goodbye & Farewell dear friend.
(:

Yeepp, the postman dropped my parcel off at my house this afternoon!
I got the stuff, I am pretty delighted about my Sadie Dress and Red Dorothy Flats!
:D
Happy buyer once again!

And yes, yesterday I finally went down to collect my first pay check from Big Comm.
Ahh two more to go. Oh shitzxz I forgot to deposit. >: ( ARGH!
Last night was CS DND, it was kind of boring at the start, and the pageant line-up was the snooze man. But I am very glad Joanne won the title anyhow!
Nu-Rave Queen! :D

Totally dig the music after pageant! Electroooooo! Teeheehee.
Last ones standing up against the wall!

And this afternoon was Liwei's cremation.
Final sendoff. A Heartbreaking scene.
Sigh.

Night was Timbre with Halphas!
The turnout was disappointing, slightly.
But the company was AWESOOMEE!!
Scooby Doo was visibly tipsy and rowdy, and easily provoked.
Charlie could not stop smiling like a Goofball.
Me Like Halphas.
They make me laugh. (:

Ciao ciao, you can call me dead meat for my school assignments.
For everything anything other than Play.
The rest of my pictures are on my Facebook.
Facebook is really good for sharing photos! (:

My Heart Thinks...

2008-09-22T10:21:00.000-07:00

I miss...
Felicia Teo & Liwei
):

I wonder where she is now...
I wonder how he is now...

Both of you will always be in my heart.

Thinking Life's Not Fair...

2008-09-21T09:08:00.000-07:00

I cannot believe that he won't be coming back.
Cannot accept it just yet.
That I won't be seeing your MSN nick pop up ever again...
So much emotions to pour out, yet I don't know how.
I know we weren't close or anything, but it's just...really getting to me.
I wished I took our friendship to a deeper level.
I didn't make the effort to keep in constant contact, even when you're just on my contact list...
Memories of you just keep replaying at the back of my head.
How I got to know you through the camps.
Those massive water bombs war games we played.
Once, I almost slipped and you caught hold of me. I didn't remember to thank you.
I'm sorry for the late appreciation. Thank you.
How you loved teasing girls.
And, the fact that you actually invited me for your birthday, that was a really nice gesture. Really.

I just want to say, Thank you for being my friend.
I wish you the best in your afterlife.
You will always be remembered, in our hearts and loving memory.
May you be well and happy, dear Liwei.

Go Well, My Friend.

2008-09-20T08:29:00.000-07:00

Just minutes ago, I received the news that our dearest friend Li Wei, has passed on.
I am...too overwhelmed, too shocked by the news. Too numbed. My hands are cold and clammy.
Sigh...

To Li Wei:
Hello old friend, haven't spoken or seen you for a very long while. But your passing on still came as a huge shock to me. Never did see it coming. Rest in peace. I will always keep you in my memory. You will be greatly missed. Take care.

What's wrong with the world?

Falling Apart

2008-09-19T08:18:00.000-07:00

They say, "No Man Is An Island".

But, what if I'm an island, whether I want it or not?
What if your life was never right from the start? And it just got increasingly worse as you grew?
Is it too late to rectify? (It's never too late for anything, people say.)
No, I do not share that exact same sentiments. I believe there's such thing as Too Late.
Is it too late? When there has been so many mistakes. You only realise it when you're old.
How do you pick up the pieces and piece them back all over again?

Loneliness can really tear up the soul sometimes.

So I blew SGD$102.62 on Yeesss.LJ again. This time using Janie's paypal! Hee hee. Thanks Janie. (:
Mr Postman, please come early. (:
Boy, am I excited to receive my purchase, as I always am.

I need to start.

Oh, and my brother may be sent over to Korea by Catalog! All expenses paid except allowance.
ZOMG.

Boy Oh Boy

2008-09-19T02:13:00.000-07:00

An Australian production house just called me!
Although I have turned down their offer to be a PA once again.
But I have not experienced working in a non-singaporean production set before!
10 days shoot during school week. (Bonus part is I heard they pay more than Singaporean sets!)
$$$!!!

You see how network really gets you to places.
Power of connections, massive!

Anyway, I am hoping to see AA4 girls during recess week! I miss Amirah, somewhat. ):

Great week ahead to everyone, and to myself as well. (:

Just a random want: I hope Tuesday night will be Electroooo!

Bad Writer, I Am.

2008-09-19T01:06:00.000-07:00

YongC says blogging helps in my writing. It is the practice.
I know he is going to read this. Haha.

Blogging helps, but sadly, I do not blog enough for the practice to actually come to the slightest bit of usefulness.
Maybe, it's time to start.

Last night was Hall JCRC Investiture.
I can swear my head off, the hall atmosphere made me so sleepy.
My eyes could not keep wide open. Despite the fact that I was standing throughout the entire event, my eyes...
I felt like I was in a complete daze the entire time.

Return to my room, and evolved into a grouch monster.
A lonely soul in a 2 bedroom room. Mavis is always leaving early in the week!
A terrible headache took me over, I just had to nap.
Woke up and finally got down to watching an episode of Flight Of The Conchords.
It's hilarious shitzxz. No, really. It is.
The songs the crazy duo sing can become intensive ear worms, seriously.

And I am secretly excited/pysched/stoked for CS DnD.
Ha-ha. I bought senseless things like the old school Yellow Power Ranger Plastic Mask!
And Ultra-Man too. And, some other things.
Not quite sure if I am going to use everything, that's if I'm even going.

So, it is officially the start of Recess Week for me.
And I need to pack Hall stuff to bring back to Home Sweet Home.
Hee Hee got to bring back my smelly dirty soft bolster!
AND OF COURSE THE IDEA OF SLEEPING IN COLD AIR!!!

The weather has been quite nasty of late.

It Backfired At The Disco, I hope not.

What Gives You The Right

2008-09-17T10:31:00.000-07:00

I cannot understand why my mom's extended family behaves the way they do.
They are, extremely insensitive with their words.
Honest.
How can?!

I'm not angry, I am just...haha tickled yet appalled by the way the words they spilled over the buffet dinner tonight, and even in the car! (although it really should not be a surprise to anyone)

Amazing. I am glad my cousins, aren't remotely like them.

So Happy 21st birthday Moretta! :D and to Aloysius too! Basic courtesy to greet (haha I know they won't come across this anyway)
Happy Birthday Candy Leow and LOUISA CHEW!!!

So, last weekend had me doing the CRAZIEST MOST HYSTERICAL THING I have ever done in my life. Publicity stunt for Painted Skin. For the money, Ching Ching Ching. Whoo and free movie tickets too! Yeay looking forward to watching it.

Treated my lovely Daddy to Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza after the madness I got myself into. I was indeed very glad and comforted to have Cecilia with me the entire day, who well could not stop laughing at the way I looked the entire time. It was nice seeing her and Noel at Mediacorp.

What I did, was fucking hilarious, seriously.

I can't believe I actually got the guts to do such crap stuff, although inside I was all a nervous wreck and scared.

Sunday night was a little get-together before the dear one flew to the UK. London! Monday morning, was her flight and send off. Ayee, I will miss her so...

So anyway, I had a busy first half of the week. So many appointments and meetings kept clashing. I really loathe it when things keep clashing and crowding my schedule. Really HATE it when everything just comes at once. ):

Last night (Tuesday) was Fish Head Steamboat with the Wawa production team. Definitely neat to see all of them once again. Wawa is such a family production team, warm and fuzzy. Nice.
And guess what, Perfect Cut Season II is going to start production soon!!! So is REM. Hahaha excitement for me during the holidays. (maybe I am counting my chicks much too soon even before the hatch) And Tonight, (Wednesday) was Moretta's 21st at Merchant Court Hotel. Buffet! I ate like 1kg of salmon sashimi and 10,000 oysters! Hahahaha!

And tomorrow is investiture, omg so busy, so hectic. I hate this feeling...
When I come back into hall, it's weird but I feel empty inside many times.
It's like I am perpetually lost. I can't seem to find where I belong exactly.
Ah, what the fuck.

Anyhow, I have decided to pull out of Amirah's lobang of the F1 ear plugs job. Aye. (I must be missing out A WHOLE DAMN LOT on the moolah, but I guess, I need to prioritise other things this time) So basically, that's it.

I have too many things on my mind, I think it's exploding. ):

Keep Safe, Dear One

2008-09-11T10:00:00.000-07:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when YOU leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

I will like to dedicate this entry to my Most Precious Friend, Chua Wei Lin.
Who has been through with me since the tender age of thirteen.
From my adolescent, teenage years to the present of now, Coming Of Age (Haha, yet to be would be more appropriate, but almost, just almost) Growing out of teenage angst into adulthood together.
A Great Friend of 7 years.
Albeit the fact that we are both on an almost entirely different track now, in many ways.
Not as many silly common things to laugh about, bitch about, get upset about etcetra as before in our blue pinafore school uniform days, or our red and blue Band uniform days, or our musical MEP days.
I know I have said all these before, in cards, in blog entries... I think I have to say it again.

All these doesn't change what I think of our friendship. I am really glad I found a friend like you in my life. I am thankful for the laughter and everything else that came along with the package of You being My Friend. Just so you know, I really treasure our friendship, really.

I know I haven't been the best of friend to you, by not making more effort to call you up, to meet you or just to annoy you, haha. Plus, well, I am not exactly a very expressive person of my affections to begin with. To tell you how much you mean to me. I'll tell you now, you mean a whole damn lot to me.

And now, I want to wish you all the best in UK. I hope you have a really fantabulous wonderful terrific experience over there. A blast of your time, the best time of your life.

I will miss you, Chilli Padi.

<3,
Feli

Fucking Moody

2008-09-10T09:55:00.000-07:00

Argh.

Screw The World.

So bloody moody I added excess detergent into my laundry.

What Exactly Makes You Tick

2008-09-07T02:54:00.000-07:00

I miss Fawq ):

Play, Pause, Rewind

2008-09-06T10:19:00.000-07:00

Ah Fuck, I am really feeling damn bad now.

Why do I always not think before I act.
Fuck lah.

Boredom Is An Illness

2008-09-06T06:31:00.000-07:00

Can You Cure It For Me?

Hello, I want to show you my favourite neighbour in hall.
Dessy! And Our Sisters Group, (Eric the Mr Popular)

Please pardon the sudden influx of Mac Photo Booth's photos. I know it is taking over the Pictures World, I previously swore not to end up a massive Photo Boother and it looks like I have broken my secret oath. I am a victim of this trend, I gave in to peer pressure (Maybe Personal). Blame it on being a technology so convenient and random time-killer that can produce loads of fun for all of us.

I think I make the most senseless posts ever.
So Friday after school was spent filming for Wenxu & Joan.
Headed out to get supper. I can't believe I keep losing to Wenxu in the 5-10-15 game!!! >: (
Argh fragmented sentences, my brain is always automatically summarizing my thoughts. Pffft.
Saturday morning was filming again for them. And it's a wrap! (:
So when you have a wrap, you naturally have a wrap party. This time, it was Bak Kut Teh, their treat! :D It was simply delectable. Whoo Hoo! Then Home Sweet Home it was.
I CAN ACT! (haha more like their expectations were not strict) I am actually quite missing the entire production process all over again. Over sentimental I must say, very, must be the Monster PMS. Anyhow, it was a great pleasure and joy to uh 'work' with such good company. Wenxu and Joan were really nice to Pedro & I. And Pedro was a great sport, for tolerating all my random antics and entertaining me as well. Hope I helped good enough for them!
Suddenly, they make me appreciate SCI (just a little bit) haha!

I feel horrible deep inside for not informing Mavis!!! ): It's like this waterfall of guilt gushing down on me. Bahh.

This Is My Heart

2008-09-05T00:06:00.000-07:00

What The Snowman Learned About Love

This song is so queeshy, I don't know how to say. It just makes my heart melts.

Mel Ann is back in Singapore! For a week. I hope I can make time to meet her up.
Anyway, I have the most happening roommate. Haha so glad I have Mavis around.

Monday afternoon, Mavis decided to capture the Hall 12 Resident Cat to bring it to our room.
The cleaning Aunty scolded us, she said cat poo is smelly. ): But wth, it was a very funny thing to do. And I wish I could write better with more expressive words to display the excitement of catching the cat, but for now, this is the best I can do. Pardon me. Played with the kitty, it was so adorable!!!

I Really Adore Cats.

Another exciting event this week, will be Wei Lin coming down to NTU for Sushi buffet with dear old Jiang. Haha Old.
And Photo Boothing and Amelie later.

Ah bye, I have Sound in Our Daily Life quiz next Wednesday, AKA Physics quiz.
I shall go START LEARNING.
Aren't I simply the best at procrastination.
Goodbye.

The Pages Keep Turning

2008-08-30T22:10:00.000-07:00

If I am lost for a day, Try to find me.
But if I don't come back, I won't look behind me.
All of the things that I thought were so easy,
Just got harder & harder each day.

I am proud, real proud to be part of Halphas.
Hall King & Hall Queen. Halphas babies. Pageant sweethearts. Halphas OGLs/Seniors. Lucky draw lucky pigs.
Dnd was a flop for my costume, because I ended up looking like a chambermaid.
Ha-ha. Lousy visualization skills I possess.
But overall, albeit the slightly agitated mood I had all through the night,
12th Parallel: Heroes & Villains was a blast for me.

Yeay yeay. Halphas really lives up to it's name of being the Best OG of 2008 Hall 12.

Aye, back to academics.
Speech speech. Eco-tourism or Drugs abuse.
Pffft.

Sorrow Drips Into Your Heart Through A Pinhole

2008-08-29T05:51:00.000-07:00

Have you ever been in love?
My Heart Is An Empty Room.

My big brother is annoying me.
He is such a fucking goblok.
Grr. >:(

Tomorrow is the 12th Parallel, Heroes & Villains.
Yes, I am one of the few who has not gotten a costume to don for the night yet.
Anyway, after much deep thought & consideration, I will be going as
THE ASIAN ALICE IN WONDERLAND!

Uh, not a heroine, but can lah, just bedek bedek.
Hur.

Turtles Can Fly

2008-08-28T10:42:00.000-07:00

I feel so silly.
I feel so horrible.
When I click print, I did not change it to handouts mode ):
I killed so many trees, waste so many ink, and waste my print credits. Bahh.

Angery at myself.

I am listening to Death Cab for Cutie now!
Makes me nostalgic about their gig not long ago.

Whoo! Camera Obscura next :D

Put A Price On My Soul

2008-08-24T21:36:00.000-07:00

How much am I worth to you?

Okay, I am currently waiting for my laundry to be done downstairs.
Something embarrassing happened. Bahh ):
I changed my bolster casing and realised it's quite dirty ):

I think I need to do my iTunes. I need music therapy.
Music heals your soul, honest.

I splurged at Lime flea on Saturday.
I realised what I bought, aye, it's just not as satisfying a buy I thought it would be.

I miss yeesss's old clothes.
The newer updates aren't so special anymore.
I need to be more thought-provoking.
What shallow things I post.

Your Yoyo Girl

2008-08-21T10:09:00.000-07:00

What do I say?
I am offended.

Just wondering how people can stereotype me. (But whoops, I fault at that too.)
But I guess, being over-generalized, gets me all puffed up too.
It's the same, though, when you apply this particular stereotype to them.
What's so different about us?
We're just merely hyped up about different things, different people.
Okay fine, I am being anal.

I don't care. I know I sound like a complete spoilt brat (Lately, I happen to think I do that quite a bit.)
Guess Angsty Miao haven't quite passed her phase yet.

Oh, What The Hell.

You see, I don't get the jokes. I really don't.

Sick & Tired

2008-08-19T08:53:00.000-07:00

I am suffering from Exhaustion.
Sheer. Exhaustion.

It's amazing how doing absolutely nothing productive makes you feel so drained.
I feel inadequate, as a university student.

So many things to do, so little time.

I need to get on the right track.
What am I doing?

Right track, look further.

I am talking in fragments. I keep saying I.
Why is that?

The world revolves around me. Hah.

I miss listening to Taking Back Sunday and Dashboard Confessionals.
I need songs to make me feel alright.
I am moody now.
Fuck, my thoughts are fragmented shitzxz.

Moody & Angsty without a reason. Maybe there is a reason, the reason is uncertainty, why am I always so unsure of everything.
I think I need television. But no, I do not enjoy television in Hall.

I need movies. But no, there is no Picturehouse at Jurong Point.

This place is so isolated from the rest of the world. I have so many errands to run in the outside world. I feel, stupid.

I stumbled through the doorway
And I fell out of my skin

Till We Break Down & Fall

2008-08-12T19:54:00.000-07:00

Been on a hiatus long enough.

There you go, Miao is back!

Haha. So I have been busy with settling into a new school, familiarizing myself with an entirely new environment and with new people. I finally feel orientated again, after I finally landed myself with 2 GERPEs. Yeay, so yes no more being a worry wart for me. At least, for this semester.

Anyhow, Death Cab For Cutie at Esplanade last night was AWEESOOMMEEE! Albeit the fact I was dead tired from all the waking early for lectures or just to tackle the STARS system. YEESSSS DEAATTHH CAAABBB!

I had a great time last night (:

Okay so now I have no free Wednesdays. Aye and my days end pretty much quite late. Fortunately I have the comfort of my hall Superman Bed!
Yeay I need to get cooler bedsheets! Although my Superman one is GREAT ENOUGH!

Anyway, coming to NTU, makes me really frightened. I think I have never seen so many hardworking dilligent people before. A little Culture Shock I must say. It's alright I guess since I have a self-proclaimed hardworking roommate. All I need is just a little push from everybody, to stop my lazy ass from procrastinating.

So are you ready?
Get Set, GO MUGGER!

Chaotic Heart

2008-07-26T11:05:00.000-07:00

Nowadays, I am not having my intellectual (subjective) moments.
So yes, today is Saturday.
I woke up at 1pm which is the meeting time for OG Linguine outing.
Joined them at Cine at about 5 plus.
Ended quite nicely.

I swear, You Are Pathetic.

Friday 25th July (HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU KENNY!)
I travelled the long journey to Boon Lay just to pay $50 for Hall Camp.
Met Wei Lin at Boon Lay after her SOT to head down to Orange Bowl Origins!
Heh, don't we all love Uncle Pang.
Met up with Jiang for a walk down memory lane. (Secondary School Memory Lane, That Is.)
So I ate alot (It's orange bowl for goodness sake!!!)
Then we toured our very lovely St Nicholas Girls School.
Had Tau Huey opposite.
Had fun catching up, playing with W300's smile shutter once again.
Seeing the 'Happy Toilets' certificates.

Next, I went to Wei Lin's house!
It's been a long long long long long long time.
Just lazing around, I actually napped on her guest room bed.
Watched local dramas till the clock struck 11! Accompanied by Curry Instant Noodles too!
Somehow, it felt like I was back to secondary school.
Where I will go to her house, for practically nothing.
Haha okay just to bum around and play Sims 2.
Sadly, I did not appear as calafare for the 3rd time in a row!
Okay I am not that sad lah. Hur.

Next next, it was Beatnik Picnic at SMU Green!
Bumped into Natasha and her friends. Saw Warren&Hilary.
Got a free polaroid picture that night! (:
Visited the various museums throughout the night!
Played some dodge-some-people game (Haha okay not really)
Got fascinated by Peranakan showcase.
Haha honestly, some parts of the Peranakan exhibits were actually quite very creepy.
Got quite sleepy at the end.
ZOMG on the nightrider home, some guy diagonally opposite behind me THREW UP!
I think I felt some splatter of the puke on me, slightly.
But I ignored it. IGNORANCE IS BLISS!
Hah, then I handed that poor guy a packet of tissue.

So that was my Friday :D
Quite an eventful day, I had fun! ((:

It's funny the way I am feeling now.
Why, why Chaotic Heart,
Do you so love teasing me?

Little Bit

2008-07-26T10:44:00.000-07:00

Alrightey, Thursday 24th July.

I FINALLY CUT MY HAIR! :D

After 7 months of zilch visits to the hairdresser.
Totally digging my new hair cut. ;)

So it was Brunch for me with HQ.
I was late, and I am terribly sorry. (I know, as usual right)
We went to Hair Inn to do our hair.
Haha I wanted to like GRR my hairdresser.
She got so frustrated because my hair request was so out of the ordinary for her.
Kept hinting I can't pull it off yada yada my face too round yada yada.
I don't like this kind of hairdressers although they are everywhere.
But okay I like her hair cut, so it evens out.
HQ rebonded her hair!
I find it funny that after everything, she came out with longer hair than before.
We took Before & After photos!
Although the cashier did cheat me of like $3.00! ):
Because my hair is supposed to be medium length not long! But she counted it the other way, so yeah ):
We had Thai Express, haha my favourite Tom Yum! :D
I had fun that day (:
Now, HQ you can finally have straight hair.
Although I did warn you straight hair has its own shortcomings!
Also. Sorry for spilling curry sauce on you! :/

What Does It Take

2008-07-26T10:28:00.000-07:00

Get all Set&Ready for a long entry. Or maybe short multiple entries.

Fast&Furious

My big brother is a fucking retard. He has yet to compensate me one external hard disk.
FUCKING RETARD.

Okay, Wednesday 23rd July.
Catching up over Subway breakfast with Clara Ang Ling Jia!
Amazing, I still can remember her full name.
Known her since forever, probably since we were babies.
Clara is leaving for the USA for university! ): THIS SUNDAY!!!
It was nonetheless fabulous meeting her after ten thousand zillion years.
And I think, she's probably the only person I know to have stayed the same (physically and mentally) after so long.
One true being.

Next up was Kenneth's POP.
Haha I got tickled by their marching.
Because the graduates were all in dark blue, marching out.
They resembled ants from far sight.
Congratulations to you! Finally done with BMT.

Headed down to City Hall to meet the OG Linguine.
Aiyo can't believe I got lost in Marina Square!
Supper at Prata House Thomson
and I got a ride home from Super-senior Marcus.

Everybody But Me

2008-07-22T04:36:00.000-07:00

Dum Dum Dum
Lykke Li is absolutely adorable!
Absoluuutteeeelllyyyy!!!

Haha lately, I have a new habit of dragging the words I type.
Aye.

But anyhow, Lykke Li is the New Black.
For me, at least. (:

Beneath the Neon Lighting, Everyone Looked Sick

2008-07-21T08:30:00.000-07:00

Tee Hee Hee
I quit my job today.
My threshold for draining jobs is seriously...amazing, I guess.

I got into Hall 12 (:

Still am getting tickled by the Hush Hush conversation that some Hush Hush people and I had a few nights before.

If There's A Soulmate For Everyone

2008-07-21T04:27:00.000-07:00

I know this entry is awfully late,
but silly me had to take up a quite draining job last minute so I did not have the energy to make this entry happen!

I really need an external hard disk and I am really hating my brother for taking mine away.
#@#%*^?!
and I mean HATE.

Ah, I don't remember what I had wanted to blog about.
But okay on Thursday was Thai Express with the clique :D
My favourite Tom Yum Soup! Ever!
And yes because it is a tradition that there should be a surprise element in each and every one of our birthdays, Alicia was the surprise this time. (:
I had pandan nonya green cakes as a birthday cake!
And the Thai Fried Tofu, which is complimentary and is very yummy as well.
Haha, and we headed to Macs at Lucky Plaza for some dessert ice-cream,
and of course the highlight was MAJOR CAM-WHORING, yes MAJOR.
That night our inner cam-whore demons were unleashed gradually, the force was so overwhelming. Yes we had our dear Jiam to be our photographer of course.
I think the amount of photos we took, exceeded 3 Facebook Albums, that seriously is a record for me. We had 3 cameras too! It's so unusual cause not everyone brings camera in the clique, USUALLY.

I love it when we are together.

Thank you sweethearts!
Weilin, Alicia, Qianya and not forgetting Jiam.
It's so difficult to gather us all at once, but I'm still glad we still make the effort at times.
(: I love you all very much. very very much.
Thank you for the bag and the card (18 + 1), haha it's really memorable.
And I had tonnes of fun that night (:
Heart Heart Heart!

I'm The Last Chick Standing Up Against The Wall

2008-07-17T00:55:00.000-07:00

First, most importantly.

HAPPY 19th AMIRAH! :D

Last night, was Mambo Night with Amirah Sandy & Cheryl.
I swear, it's amazing how early we went, and Amirah & I were so worried we won't be able to make it for the Phuture queue. HAHAHA!

And for that kiasu-ness, we were probably the first 50 ladies to make it into the club. Hur hur. My virgin glance at an empty soul-less Zouk & Phuture.

Last night was...not so bad. And Sandy, I think your best friend Cheryl is damn hot can. Bumped into Sharon at Arena and Wenxu plus FOC seniors too.

Anyhow, I'm so torn between decisions! ):
Should I volunteer for Singapore Biennale?
I need to apply for Hall Camp too.
Should I cover PA for REM?
Or should I take up the 1 week job stint for my cousin's company?

GRAAHHH!
and if only I wasn't born with such a lazy bum, I could have helped Alvin PA-ed today, and earn 60 bucks! ): If only I wasn't such a bum...

And yes yes later will be dinner with Fawq (without Tai-tai Alicia) plus Jiam. Haha what a way I phrase this. THAI EXPRESS! :D Yum yum tom yum!

Are You Calling Me, Darling?

2008-07-15T23:19:00.000-07:00

Currently, I'm hooked on to The Ting Tings! (:
Wheee.

Haha Anyway, I am trying to wriggle out of PA-ing for Alvin tomorrow ):
And I am going to get a new laptop for university, I hope my mommy doesn't take her words back.

I'm trying to get all pysched up for tonight.
:D

And Thank you King Eddy! (: Appreciate it.

For now, I just need to take a breather. Let nature take its own course and see where it brings me. Yes? I absolutely believe it's the best idea to follow now.

I'm still waiting for my pay ): So broke I cannot do anything. If anyone robs my POSB, HAHA good luck, you won't even feel the slight tinge of being rich. That, is how broke I am.

No One Will Ever Love Me Like You Did

2008-07-15T07:53:00.000-07:00

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 9 or 10.
Money Can't Buy You Back The Love That You Had Then.

I know you hate me, for being so weak.
But all I can offer you, are my sincere apologies.
I know what you think of me, and I can't change it.
I'm the evil one, and you hate me.
I don't blame you.

It's Goodbye Now, Botak Boy.

I still hope you will be okay.

1234

2008-07-14T07:54:00.000-07:00

Warren was nice enough to cheer me up with a really sweet video.
So I'll share it with everyone!

http://www.pitchforkmedia.com/article/download/142149-video-feist-ft-various-muppets-1234-live-on-sesame-street

Anyhow, Weilin shared some youtube videos too.
Some infernal affairs game show where they play this game that goes
Jijizazajijizazajijiji! Mao Zhua Lao Shu Zhua Ji Zhi?

Chinese han yu pin yin.

Damn funny! Damn fun game. We can so play it in a big group.
Made me tickle quite a bit.
And Perfect Cut was really nice too!

Yeay! (:

I'll Keep Standing

2008-07-13T23:16:00.000-07:00

I feel like I have missed out quite a bit on FOC. My mood was usually easily irritable and thus I tried not to talk to too many people just in case I blew my top. Haha yes I know I appeared like a loner throughout the whole camp ( I admit I have been rather quiet on the whole lately, and everyone's asking me why ). But hey, give me some time, I'm sure I can do better. I'll regain my cheery & nonsense self soon. (: Time to re-adjust. It's a pity this had to happened just before the camp. Aye...

I just need some time.

Anyhow, I want to watch Bad Habits, Summer Rain (But I am too young to watch it!!!) ): and Driving Lessons. Maybe catching Driving Lessons with Food HQ tomorrow!

And yes I want to cut hair too, maybe just before Semester One begins. EGG-CITED!

Last night was Ma La steamboat with Wawa Sisters! It was fantastic seeing all of them again. Perfect Cut was such a nostalgic project for me. It still is. Although I probably screwed up my PA job for that. Haha and Big Brother Noel bought a new car! 2 doors! I um, don't like 2 doors cars. :/

And so for today, I will be packing my really messy dirty filthy room. I feel so bad not covering the other PA but its okay I think it's better this way. And I heard one of the cast is having an internal wrap party! on a boat! ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG! ): If i cover for him, I will probably have a chance to be invited to the party! HAHAHAHA! but okay i'm not that hard up for it. Although the idea to party on a boat, is still oh so very tentalizing... ayee...

Later.

We Used To Be

2008-07-12T04:55:00.000-07:00

I am back from NTUWKWSCIFOC 2008.
Qian Ya wanted to overnight mahjong tonight, but I think I have to give it a miss since I've been away from home for like 4 nights already. ):

I am looking forward to Wawa Sisterhood Reunion Steamboat Dinner tomorrow night!
Zomg, I miss them all so much!

Anyhow, yes I know my lovely friends all owe me birthday celebrations, so hurry date me before i get busy again (Hur hur, I'm the queen yo)! I can't wait to see all you ladies (Fawq & AA4 sweethearts) !!!

And yes thank you my dear OG Linguine, for getting me a birthday cake (:

And and, I do not know what I want to type anymore.

I just want to thank someone special in my life. It's unfortunate that we have come to an end, but thank you so much for all the memories that you gave me. I am grateful to you for helping me in so many ways, and I just want you to know that you're irreplaceable. I hope you know that. (:

Let's Get Drunk & Freaky Fly

2008-07-02T06:29:00.000-07:00

Catch Perfect Cut on Channel U!
Premieres July 9th, 10pm!

I just saw the shots/trailer, it looked sooo goood!

Anyhow, been to office for 2 days straight.
First time working in an office.
Got to try my hand at casting and auditions!
It's quite fun! :D New Skill heh.

I am really dreading work for this project.
It is simply draining me, of everything ):

And yes I have forgotten what I had wanted to blog so Goodnight,
and another office day of auditions tomorrow ):

Cool Kids Never Cross The Line

2008-06-30T09:05:00.000-07:00

WAZZUUPPP?!?!?!

Guess what, I cannot sign contract!
HAHA yeay no more HUGE WORKLOAD BURDEN to carry!
But then again, less money coming in.
I think I have to make some cancellations on my infinite wants list ):
And I will not get to try my hand at casting/auditions for episodic casts, location recce ):
Thought I could gain more PA skills that will definitely come in more useful next time.
Tagged Alvin along doing a wee bit of those two though.

So I am helping Cherlyn and Alvin, because I know they are quite in the worst state right now.
Can't leave them struggling, so I will be helping out till this Sunday!
End of Episode 10.
For a token sum...
Ohwell.

Need to go office tomorrow ):
Tinge of regret, but I gave my word.
Need to pack for FOC.
I really have many to-do things.

Really. Many.

A Saturday Affair

2008-06-29T10:04:00.001-07:00

Ching Ching Chingy.

2008-06-29T09:11:00.000-07:00

I did it again.
Changed my mind & will be signing contract after all.
And what is the One & Only incentive?
Yes, Ching Ching Chingy. ( I so know the company is going to make their worth of me in Every Single Opportunity, Pure Labour )
Money-sucker, I am.

So Friday afternoon was Yoshinoya with Wei Lin
Who is currently giving tuition for really miserable pay.
Haha but what a kind heart she has.
We did test shots for my camera's smile shutter.
It was quite funny.
Anyhow, I am glad to have met up with her, after quite......very long.

I still can't find my Sims 2 Manual ! I feel like getting Sims 2 Expansion Packs, but see how first. Haha! Does anybody know where to purchase Sony Photo Printer Print Pack SVM-F40P? Can't seem to find it anywhere ): And I really feel like playing Counter-Strike!!!

Anyhow, yesterday (Saturday) was National Family Celebrations with My Family at East Coast Park. Then Botak Boy came, we had Sushi Tei usual, Mini Salmon Don! & etc. Hur Hur, Sushi Tei's salmo is......ZA BOMB! Follow up was prawning at Bishan! Brought home the catch and my mommy cooked them, yummy yum yum. :D

Shoot today, ENDED EARLY! THREE HOURS EARLY!!! So I rushed to Botak Boy's to send him back to camp. I miss Botak Boy already ): That's because I am going to be like the busiest person alive this July & I may not have a chance to see him at all, even when it's near my birthday week. Aye, I can sense this is going to be quite a lonesome birthday ): with Foc Camp plus Shoot before & after? ( the thought of $$$ coming in is still keeping me going )

Tonight was so scary, Botak Boy's Daddy told me: You know we are a christian family right. (Sigh, we all know where this probably is heading) I tried so hard to bury this dumb thought and he simply had to dig it up.

Anyhow, I have found a roommate, thanks to my resourcefulness. Hah. Yes, so exciting, new school, new life, new living environment! Really crossing my fingers for Hall 1 or 2. Suite bathroom! PLEASEE?!

One last thing, yes I am long-winded & I know that. Any experienced Production Assistant available on July 11th & 12th to cover me? (Leave a Contact) For REM Kids Central Programme. Since I will be paying you privately, price is ne gotiable! Thanks!

Blast Myself

2008-06-27T01:48:00.000-07:00

So upset.
At myself.
Why wasn't I Kiasu Enough?!
Now, I'm left with horrible-terrible $108 seats.
Sigh...

Anyhow, I have just changed my mind.
Whoops, fickle-minded me.
Probably not going to sign contract with the company after all.
After thinking about it, I really don't think it's worth it.
Although I could always do with the extra cash.
Let's just see what pay they settle on first.

Yes, anyone reading this, going to NTU or have girlfriends going to NTU who hasn't got a hostel buddy, please inform me! I am quite desperately looking for a hostel buddy.

All because people are instilling this deep fear in me about getting a room with a s-----r.
Disastrous, Absolutely. I don't mean to discriminate them, but I really just would not prefer it.
I am really up for random allocations, but this fear is the one obstacle that is making me oh-so-desperate for someone, anyone.
Haha I am such a complete loser, seriously.

Push My Luck

2008-06-25T21:53:00.000-07:00

The producer just rang me up.
He wanted to bring me into the company for another 3 months!
But obviously school starts in August, so I will probably be just signing the contract for July.
Sigh, he wants to pay by month instead of daily rate, which is not good at all.
): I hope he manages to fight for 700.

Fighto! Fighto! Fighto!

I have a sudden urge to play Counter-Strike again.

And yeay, tomorrow lunch date with the Busy Bee Wei Lin. :D